EMOTION - EXPRESSION - EXPERIENCE

Londoner?

2012-01-26T18:38:00.005Z

After almost three (3) years in London, I am unsure whether I may be called as a Londoner.

But, my daily anecdotes and encounters enriched this claim, perhaps. There were few instances I was asked certain directions in London. Today, at 6pm whilst walking from Holborn Station to Russell Square, a Range Rover stopped. The gentleman asked me politely: "Excuse me sir, may I know the direction to Russell Square please?". Although I was a little bit perplexed, I calmly said: "I am unsure of the exact direction by road, however, it's just one block away this building, I mean, the other side". Then rushingly he thanked me and drove away.

Last week, I was also asked by two ladies on a direction towards Vauxhall Spring Gardens. I told them politely: "Madams, the gardens is just across the road". They expressed: "Thanks love, that's what we thought of as well".

These kind of questions were not the first encounter, or the first time. For the last two (2) years, whilst in the Underground, I was asked questions relating to the tube lines, directions and even, the nearest Post Office and the National Health Service medical centre. Surprisingly, most of the people who asked me do not look like foreigners (Europeans or Asians). They may be British, but, living outside London. There were instances, I was asked about the validity of a travelling train ticket whilst I was awaiting a friend at Waterloo and Vauxhall stations. I was again, questioning myself: "Do I look like a Londoner"?

And the easy question for a difficult answer is that: "What makes someone to be a Londoner?"

I recalled, last week, whilst coming back from a property viewing in Battersea Park with my friend and his brother - I asked the Jamaican born black cab driver: "Why are you not using the GPS instead?" He proudly proclaimed: "You know what sir, here (whilst pointing to his head/brain) is my GPS, you know what I mean?" And all of us laughed. He further continued "I have been driving this cab for the past five (5) years, and it took me three (3) years to know, experience and explore the in and out streets/roads of London. Do you know who invented the GPS? It's us, human being, and it comes from them. But, through my experience as a Londoner, my brain is the best GPS!"

And the friendly Jamaican guy whom I chatted with, in twenty (20) minutes, really knows what he was talking about. After looking to the typical map book, and the street's location, he drove directly to the location by avoiding the traffic jam.

That (maybe) makes one being a Londoner, I suppose?

Oxbridge & Oxtail Soup

2012-01-19T18:39:00.009Z

The Oxbridge Club's Guestbook

Last week was my second (2nd) visit to the Oxbridge Club, as a guess of Mr. Alden Yap. It was the Wolfson College of Cambridge University's alumni gathering.

With Professor Tony Swain

I was pleased to have met Tony Swain, Professor of Transport Infrastructure Engineering of University College London. He is amongst the most senior alumni of Wolfson. It was very invaluable to have listened to Tony's views on civil engineering, challenges and the way forward for Britain. I also had the pleasure to have met a Senior Tutor of Wolfson college, Dr. Jane Mc Larty. She shared her experiences whilst completing the PhD part time at King's College London. I truly admired her will and managed to swap insightful conversations on converting a PhD thesis into a monograph. The next day, she e-mailed and recommended me a book entitled: 'From Dissertation to Book' by William Germano. Thanks Jane. Every effort helps!

With Chef Soon Mee

Chef Soon Mee's Chicken Feet & Mushroom
with soya sauce gravy

My Sambal Udang, courtesy to Mr. Yap for the snap

My Oxtail Soup

My Sayur Pecel

My Sambal Ikan Bilis & Sambal Udang

Last Saturday was spent with dearly Malaysian friends. Thanks to Kong Lim & Soon Mee for their hospitality. I cooked 4 dishes; Oxtail Soup, Sambal Ikan Bilis, Sambal Udang and Sayur Pecel. After a few hours of a typical 'Masterchef' style with Soon Mee, we had quite a sumptuous spread. Soon Mee's Chicken feet reminds me of the Malaysian Hawker's style. Simple, yet, exquisite! Thanks also for the Lai Chi Kang, specially prepared by Soon Mee. At least, I know where to go if I crave these cuisines :)

With professional Malaysians

Second (2nd) Chance

2012-01-11T15:49:00.000Z

In life, there is always a second (2nd) chance.

Opportunities multiply as they are seized.

-Sun Tzu, Art of War-

One, perhaps, has experienced this once, or, perhaps, more.

My second week of 2012, has been partly productive, except that I received an unfavourable news on one of my pursuits/attempts. When I appraised, perhaps, there is a reason why I did not nail it. Learning from the adversities of 2011's experience, I will not be down and demotivated (again).

I promise myself to turn this second (2nd) chance into a gold of my lifetime.

In between the news, I received prospective opportunities that may come ahead. Pondering deeply, I could not take all that I want in life, but, I could take it some and consistently achieve it towards perfection. And I know I have the strength, wisdom, preserverance and focus to make it possible.

Insha'Allah.

20 KM

2012-01-08T20:28:00.002Z

I have just completed a 7km run today from Vauxhall-Victoria-St James-Westminster Bridge-Vauxhall - a new route that Alden introduced. And I loved it. Overall, I have regained my fitness surprisingly. Thanks to the chat and iPOD Shuffle :)

The first week of 2012 is quite a modest achievement for my training.

I ran: (8km) on Monday of 2nd January 2012 during the Bank Holiday, (5km) on Friday evening and (7km) on Sunday evening. In total, I reached 20km for this week. Thanks to Alden and Ramizan (my running buddies).

Note: In the interest of clarity, the Oxford Sweater of Balliol College was bought

whilst I was a visiting researcher in Oxford University last Spring of 2011.

I wore that during the run today due to the chilly weather.

I hope to maintain 20km during the second (2nd) week of January 2012. If this is consistently achieved, I will attempt to run for my first marathon in Volkswagen Prague Marathon on 13 May 2012.

Writing & Rewriting

2012-01-08T15:15:00.001Z

As a doctoral researcher, writing is the most challenging one.

It requires ideas, thought process, narration, coherence, logic, analysis and style. Academic writing varies from one to another - especially in legal writing. It took me at least one (1) month and a half (1/2) to write an article for International Data Privacy Law of Oxford University Press. The first draft has been blind-reviewed and when I read the constructive criticism, it pushed my limits to another level. Taking it positively, I have been rethinking how should this masterpiece appeals to the targeted readership. I have only (1) one day prior to the deadline submission and expect that the editorial board would revert with further constructive criticism, or accept the second (2nd) draft fully with minor, or without amendments.

In 2012, I aim to publish three (3) articles. I hope, it's achievable. And the first potential publication is on the plate.

Gadgets & Books

2012-01-04T21:59:00.001Z

I received an iPod shuffle as a christmas gift from a dearly friend. Thanks so much mate! This would be my company during the run throughout London. Another collection of a superb late Steve Jobs's innovation.

Having said that, I will be casually reading his biography written by Walter Isaacson. This masterpeace was published a week after Steve Jobs's demise. I bought this book a day before christmas at HMV Piccadilly Circus and aim to finish reading it by the first (1st) quarter of 2012. I am, at present, religiously reading a book on 'The World of Downton Abbey', foreword by Julian Fellowes and written by Jessica Fellowes. I will make a casual book review through this blog soon (subject to my non-research & consultancy commitment).

Another gadget that I am truly fond with is the newly bought Prixma Canon Printer/Scanner/Copier/Fax & wireless (WiFi). It is very much handy and sexy! The intention to have my own printer which has added functionalities was mooted out since last year. And I am glad to have it - (for my research and consultancy). I bought it at Curry's nearby New Cross Gate, South London. Thanks to Eva, Duncan and Tom for the company during the 2011 Boxing Day. Appreciated.

Nimbus 13 & 8K Run

2012-01-03T12:24:00.001Z

The 2nd day of 2012 started with my first run (8 km) with Alden.

I ran from Vauxhall-Albert Embankment-Royal Festival Hall-Embankment Bridge-St James Park-Vauxhall. I felt the pain and need to recuperate after a 4 week break (partly also due to the feasts during christmas and new year).

It was also the first time to experience my new Nimbus 13. As Alden remarked: "It's the Aston Martin of Running Shoes"

Nimbus 13 will be with me in the forthcoming Tunbridge Wells & Sylverstone Half Marathons.

2012 - A Critical Year

2012-01-01T23:45:00.002Z

In the words of Lord Grantham in Downton Abbey:

" My dear fellow. We all have chapters we would rather keep unpublished "

- The World of Downton Abbey, Julian Fellowes, July 2011-

I have listed my TOP TEN priorities in 2012 and tagged it as a critical year:-

1) Resubmission of edited article to International Data Privacy Law;

2) BILETA 2012 Conference;

3) Chapters submission (4 chapters by April 2012);

4) Resit the Certified Information Privacy Professional (CIPP) examination (April 2012);

5) Running: The Lifestyle Renault Tunbridge Wells Half Marathon (26th February 2012) & Adidas Silverstone Half Marathon (11th March 2012);

6) 2nd attempt towards Oxford Internet Institute Summer Doctoral Programme (9th-20th July 2012);

7) Chapters submission (6 chapters by August 2012);

8) LONDON 2012 (27th July - 12th August 2012);

9) Global Information Governance Summit (GIGS) 2012; and

10) Scholarship extension & Submission of first draft of Thesis (by December 2012).

And the clock is ticking....

2011 - A Tough Year

2012-01-01T22:50:00.003Z

2011 was a tough year.

A year where family and friends boosted my confidence, motivation and spirit. It was a year of rebuilding my pursuit and a year of crossroads (in research). It took me nine (9) months to regain the momentum. And it pushed me to discover how reachable my limits are.

I (did not) achieve many achievements in 2011.

It was a year of reflection on what went wrong, and why it when wrong. It also bridged insightful perspectives that I should be very much thankful for the second (2nd) chance that I have had received from the failures. It reminded me that a winner and fighter would never easily give up. But, crawling, walking and running to the finishing line. It was, indeed a year of marathon.

I thank you to these people who have been so thoughtful and resourceful through the nine (9) months of adversities - in a non particular order; my beloved parents & family, MARA, Alden, Irene, Nizam, Mujahid, Azli, Edwin, Professor Dr. Ida Madieha, Dato' Mohd Hilmey, Ahmad Abdul Ghani, Khaeruddin Sudharmin, Professor Abu Bakar Munir, Professor David Mellor, Associate Professor Dr. Juriah Abdul Jalil, Assistant Professor Dr. Shukriah, Kadir, Georgina, Yonit Manor Percival, Wenxin Li, Roksana Moore, Nik Zarifah Anis, Helmy, Fendy, Dr. Sonny Zulhuda, Dr. Teera, Aidil, Tajul, Mem, Reena, Badaih, Hasmiron, Dr. Priti, Fiona, Ramizan, Es, Eva, Tom and the new contacts and networks that I have had developed.

Their roles as my collective sounding board are invaluable. It means a lot to me.

2011 was also a year of sharpened fitness (I managed to complete the inaugural half-marathon) at Blenheim Palace. It was also the year I turned thirty five (35). The year where I cautiously experienced how loveable friends reshaped my confidence. It was very touching to be able to having friends who sincerely speak through their minds and hearts. That itself is gold.

My research pursuits also witnessed the establishment of Quotient Consulting (QC) on 28 June 2011. It was the time where I appreciated the enduring support from Mujahid and Azli. Their trusts are precious. The birth of QC rebuild, reshape and regain my strength ultimately. Since then, I have humbly marked ongoing progress that could bridge data protection and privacy consulting between Malaysia and the rest of the world.

2011 was also a year of sorrow. I witnessed the demise of inspiring personalities that influenced my life, thinking process and motivation; in Malaysia and globally.

Perhaps, in between those adversities, I modestly experienced a period of four months research visitorship in the University of Oxford at the Centre for Socio-Legal Studies (CSLS) and the Centre for Health, Law and Emerging Technologies (HeLEX). My stint in Oxford, has been, the greatest that I treasure. The interactions, meetings, discussions and presentations in Oxford are world class. It realigned and reframed my research.

After the nine (9) months of adversities, I am now a doctoral researcher in Brunel Law School. And I am now stronger to complete this marathon.

Thank you 2011 for the lessons, humility and experience.

R.I.P; Steve Jobs (1955-2011)

2011-10-07T10:36:00.005+01:00

One of the most disheartened events in 2011, personally, is the demise of Apple's iCon - Mr. Steven Paul Jobs, also known as Steve Jobs.

Admittedly, I am a late fan of his innovations, until it was in 2009 when firstly bought the MacBook Pro, which I am loving it. She is now my lover, companion and the second after my family and life. All memories are intact through the MacBook Pro wherever I go. As I write, I realised how much Steve's legacy has had changed our lives and (mine - emphasis added).

As a researcher in IT Law (specialising in data protection and privacy), I started to observe Apple's inventions and the related commentaries, news and articles. The natural feeling to appreciate how Apple technology poses sophisticated challenges under the legal umbrella is truly stimulating. It opens the border of critical legal thinking and thought process in a modern and fashionable way. It invites multidisciplinary observations brought into one setting. And it suggests us to think beyond than the normality. Then, it was during my research visitorship stint in Oxford University that persuaded me to buy two (2) interesting books: first (1st), Inside Steve's Brain, written by Leander Kahney, a masterpiece which briefly narrates the business lessons from Steve Jobs, the man who saved Apple. second (2nd), iCon, jointly authored by Jeffrey S. Young and William L. Simon, who have updated Steve's greatest second act in the history of business. I have had finished reading the former and am still reading the latter. I would recommend anyone to purchase these. It is worthy and highly recommended for casual reading.

What I have learned from Steve, although through a third (3rd) party story teller, narrator and authors' observations is that; when one has a strong burning passion, one will get through the hurdles, no matter what happens. Mostly, having the luck, the right resources, discipline, attitude, full support from the loved ones, powerful time management and consistency to persevere could definitely transform one's life. That, in my humble opinion, reflects the summary of Steve's life as a father, husband, entrepreneur, boss and a people's person.

As other leading figures, great entrepreneurs, politicians and citizens of the world have had remarked passionately on Steve, I have no other words to say, and let me join the many millions of people that have collectively remarked on this amazing iCon. Whilst being a novice user in Apple's invention, I will not look back and rethink to switch to others.

This is my undertaking to Steve as a novice Apple fan.

Rest in peace, Steve.

British Heart Foundation (BHF) Blenheim Palace Half Marathon 2011

2011-10-04T12:29:00.007+01:00

The BHF Blenheim Palace Half Marathon 2011 runners

of Malaysia & Indonesia - We made it! - our event photo is also retrievable HERE.

Heartfelt thanks to Alden, CP, Fiona and Rina for the tips, encouragement and guidance. Without their casual advise and motivation, I would not be able to complete this first half marathon attempt.

Looking at the Blenheim Palace

(Home to the Duke and Duchess of Marlborough, the birth place of

Sir Winston Churchill and a World Heritage Site)

It was a mixed feeling prior to the run, especially during the last two (2) weeks.

I was unsure whether I could make it to the finishing line. And, at the same time, I was so laid back by telling myself: "Hey Noris, it's just a run, enjoy yourself and don't put too high expectations, alas, you are a beginner, a.k.a., a novice". That's the devil's whisper. Then, an angel's whisper said: "No, Noris, you must keep yourself considerably fit to get ready for the run, do at least daily fast pace walks and twice per week easy run". Thankfully, I opted for the latter, although the mission to fulfil the plans seemed half way. A few days before the event, I e-mailed Alden, Fiona and Rina that I might pull out due to lack of preparation and a little bit worried of my fitness level. Alden advised to switch to the 10k run instead of the half marathon. I thought of doing that the next day - i.e., 2 days prior to the event. It, however, failed because I told myself: "Noris, go for it, believe in yourself, you have trained 16km before, walked 18km before and casually run 5km, 6km and 10km before, although it was not consistent. So, why not, pursue this and dedicate this first attempt to your late father". With this spirit, I am modestly pleased to have clocked: 2 hours, 31 minutes, 51 seconds .

The first experience to run was anxious and slightly hype.

My time expectation to finish the run was 3 hours - considering that I have not had run competitively in Britain and Malaysia before. So, I thought the expected time was quite achievable. When I looked back the finishing time, I think it's slightly miracle and when I appraised how it happen, generally, it's the runners, the ambience, the emotion and strength that pushed and motivated me to the next level.

Bleinheim Palace's route is indeed scenic, picturesque and tranquil. The leafy surroundings, the greens, the farm houses, the friendly locals who cheered up and most importantly, the inspirations.

When the run started, my strategy was to start slow for the first 10k. It proved workable as I really enjoyed the route so much, especially whilst passing by the fields, the greens and bumped into pheasants, sheeps and even signages that read as: "Caution, baby lambs on road" and "Free Apples to be eaten.." at a very lovely farm house which has a huge orchard. After the 10k, I started to drink the still water which was handed over to the runners at the water station. I drank the water and renergised myself with the energy gel which Alden had given before the run. After 15k, I felt some slight pain. Initially, I thought it was a muscle cramp. But, I fought my emotion and said: "No, it was not a cramp, maybe some little pain". So, I continued running slowly and walked fast pace, in between, until I reached the 17k point. I told myself that I could make it. The feeling was daunting as the route after 15k was quite challenging as a beginner runner - few hilly routes and a long flat route, estimated around 2k, prior to the finishing line. That was the time I restrategised by pacing myself to three (3) runners who had had the similar pace. First (1st), a couple. Second (2nd), an old man who did not even stop running (but, at a slow pace) and third (3rd), two ladies who dedicated the run to their families, grandfather and grandmother. These pacesetters had made my run to completion. Thanks so much to them anonymously!

In between the 10k-17k, I pondered many series of events. It was merely an emotional appraisal on what I have failed and achieved for the past nine (9) months in Britain. The failures proved to have made me stronger to being a better man, and the achievements proved to have made me a modest person as who I am today. Personally, that really helped me to focus, continue and finish the run. The emotion after finishing the first half marathon was indescribable, in fact, until today.

This run is for you late father: Allahyarham Ismail Sarif (1948-1995). And I am treasuring this as the momentous run in life, whenever and wherever I would love to share this to anyone in the future and in the forthcoming years to come. I am modestly elated. Alhamdulillah, I made it!

My First Half Marathon Medal!

My first Half Marathon number!

A special dedication

The finishing T. Shirt. I like it so much!

Nine (9) Months

2011-09-18T19:27:00.000+01:00

IF:

A mother-to-be awaits the delivery of her baby, for sure, she would have delivered a beautiful and adorable one;

A novice wants to learn something new, he or she would have grasped the foundations;

A man and a woman is to know each other, a period of nine (9) months is not bad in reaching to almost a one (1) year anniversary of their courtship; and

Noriswadi Ismail has left this blog outdated for nine (9) months, he surely has strong underpinning rationales to share and enlighten.

Due to the recent Facebook & E-mail hacking incidents, I have opted to be sustainable - to just focussing on this blog.

I assure, more will come.

Forgive me for the silence.

Welcoming 2011

2010-12-31T12:06:00.007Z

I switched on the telly to watch the BBC news at 10.45am London time.

One of the headlines is the already-closed-calendar of 2010 in Auckland. They celebrated the welcoming of 2011 hours ahead due to different time zone. Then, it would be Sydney and most part of Asia.

Time runs, flies and speeds.

The next morning onwards, when I wake up, it would already be 2011. Then, the next few days, weeks and months, it would have already been the first (1st) quarter of 2011.

As I contemplate, I have two (2) 2011 resolutions: firstly, to battle the evil and deadliest of time; procrastination, and secondly, to start running. These two (2), although sounds generally simple, but, it's a disciplinary call for me to remind myself to being a better time manager and to combat such laid-back and laziness that I have.

I have almost completed reading The Economist's Predictions of 2011. It's informative, partly biased and partly entertaining too. The predictions have enlightened me many things about the world's politics, economies and demographies today. As always, China, India, Russia, Brazil are the countries to be watched. And there is a new member: Indonesia. I am not surprised at all. I always admire this country very much. Partly because I have had ancestry trails and partly because the country opens my eyes to appreciate many potentials that need to be unleashed in a decade time. As I welcome the 2011 ahead, I expect to learn more about the European politics, economy, culture and paradigm. This is one of my research objectives and agenda. It will be a time where I must get more focused and serious to dig some of the sophisticated issues that surround the continent - especially, within my research and learning.

A few days back, I have been avidly appraising myself - both, what I have observed and learned in Britain and Malaysia.

On September 2009, I left Malaysia for an education in Britain. From the period until to date, I went back twice (on April and June 2010). In the interval, I researched, read and wrote. I also established many useful contacts (not all) - after screening and filtering, which and who's who. I have found an interesting observation. It's only one. Not many.

My observation is that: Malaysia and Britain has had some similar issues. The systems in Britain at times, tend to be almost to perfection, yet too many levels of bureaucracies. The people in Britain are very mixed. The melting pot of the world's culture and tradition contributed to this. So, diversity, equality and human rights are essentially balanced. The political system and governance (based on the Westminster Model) is something that most commonwealth countries, including Malaysia, has been inclining to adopt, but at times, Malaysia tend to sensationalise it through trivial headlines. Britain, also have host of domestic problems. But, the problems are addressed and managed through channel of governance in which the appointed personalities are accountable with, and answered to. I think, Malaysia has that, too. In sum, after fifteen (15th) months, by equaling my time between Malaysia and Britain, I would say that we almost have the similar problems, issues and prides.

Personally, I am very proud to being a Malaysian after reading the many triumphs we attained.

In a non particular order, I admire the consistency of Dato' Nicol David. She proves to be a Malaysian-World Class Sportswoman who has marked Malaysia's name in the sport of squash. Malaysia also scored the best medal tally collection in the concluded Commonwealth Games in New Delhi. I kept myself abreast with the achievement all way long from London. The spirit of sportsmanship proved to be world class. Yes. We can produce more world class sportswomen and sportsmen. That's the testimony. Two (2) days before the 2010 ends, Malaysia's young soccer players clinched the Suzuki Cup by winning with an aggregate of 4-2 against a competitive yet intense match with Indonesia. Congratulations to both countries. At least, there's no major spats and qualms that had taken place between.

Of course, there are also other Malaysian winners that I may have forgotten to mention. They are, in my opinion, moulded through three (3) aspects of attributes. First (1st), strong will and discipline. Second (2nd), leadership and teamwork and third (3rd), consistency to pursue excellence. These are the attributes that I shall carry to develop and improve myself in 2011 onwards. In reading between the lines, I have had intentionally made the spirit of sports as the background motivation of my 2011 resolution. I will anticipate acute challenges and I will also predict the challenges ahead. I hope, with the prayers and the strengths by and from the many beloved and inspiring people, I know, I must not only walk towards my journey of education in Britain. But, running to achieve it.

Welcome 2011!

May Allah bless this year with rahmah, mawaddah and barakah. Amin.

Love,
Noriswadi Ismail
31 December 2010, 12.06pm
London

When I look back

2010-12-25T14:50:00.004Z

It will be another six (6) days 2010 ends its deadline/dateline.

2010 has had meaningful, colourful and useful memories. It's the year of humbling transition and experience. The year, which I learned a lot. The year, which I have had the luxury of time to read, discuss, analyse, debate and focus on what I must do. The year, where failures and rejections immaculated my maturity. Also, the year beloved people of my close friends, colleagues and relatives passed away. As an overview, 2010 has taught me to be much more stronger and believe that self-confidence, esteemed and enthusiasm may be shaky, if it is not managed and handled sensibly.

When I look back, 2010 has had balanced my educational year in London mixfully blessed.

It's the year where my best of friends in London strongly encouranged my move to work harder. They, even, rebuilt my confidence level to believe that I have what it takes to be world class. They, even, shared the emotional downturn that I experienced. They, even, took the different path by giving me the most friendly-and-viable options in order to thrive. And these, have made me fully realised and appreciated that they regain the strength after my strength almost gone.

As a Malaysian, based in Londoner (or may I call myself: Malaysian-Londoner), I have learned a lot. The humbling experiences in 2010 are based on various encounters, personally and professionally. These are the Top Ten (10), in a non chronological order:

1) Learned the real method on research methodologies

As a social scientist (legal researcher), I have learned different approaches in research. Thanks to Queen Mary School of Law which had made this seminar compulsory to the first year PhD researchers. It was a two (2) weeks seminar which discussed, analysed, argued and questioned every substantive pointers by the researchers. Overall, the seminar has proven to be useful to my research methodology, to date.

2) Presented in Glasgow, London, Malaysia and Barcelona

I have presented bits of my observations in these cities. It was also a profound experience to have had collated constructive feedbacks and responses from the academics and non-academics circle. In Glasgow, I established new contacts and networks with fellow Malaysian researchers. The collloquium, known as the Malaysia-Glasgow Doctoral Colloquium was first of its kind in the United Kingdom. In short, I would say the colloquium was the 2010 appertiser of my academic life. After Glasgow, I presented a paper on Cloud Computing in the Institute of Advanced Legal Studies, hosted by Queen Mary School of Law. The conference took place on March 2010. I was so fortunate to be able to share some of my research observations, and in a way, collected useful analysis and feedbacks from the senior researchers and panel who were the reviewer on the panel. On April 2010, I was in Malaysia presenting host of academic workshops and presentations at Ahmad Ibrahim of Kulliyyah of Laws and Multimedia University. I also presented my research observations on technology, data protection and privacy at Azmi & Associates and the Malaysian Institute of Management (MIM). Overall, these have made me to appreciate the taxonomy and basic fundamentals of my research by taking the inputs of various stakeholders who approach a matter from different edges. On November 2010, I presented a full version of paper on Cloud Computing in Barcelona. The paper has been accepted for a publication in the forthcoming 2011 Computer Law and Security Review publication. This conference, by far, has been the most meaningful. I managed to gather and expand my professional research contacts that are related with my area, with whom, I was able to discuss the research religiously.

3) Quality supervision

I could not thank enough my supervisor who has had directed and supervised me excellently. He has taught me to go back to basics and develop the thinking process clearly, in clarity and coherently. That, itself, is a challenging exercise. I have to admit that the transition, after working from the corporate world and being in the academic research world - is indeed, takes time for such a transition . At present, after a year of learning, I have had learned the techniques, the styles and the academic ways. It improves my learning ability endlessly.

4) Appreciated the values of friendship

Friends come and go. It's common. What I have encountered is that friendship has made me realised that, at one point, I just have to trust myself. But, if I were to do that, I may be eccentric and individualistic. As a person, I always believe in giving and taking. That's the upbringing that my late father has preached and inspired us. Throughout 2010, I could see the many colourful bits of friendship. Some, are phoney. Some, are very sincere and genuine and some, even, are just through "hello" "good bye" and "see you later" styles. In whatever approaches that they have chosen, I always have thought that there must be a reason to do so. They must have their pre-set values too, which at times, I failed to discover. Interestingly, I have to admit that most of friends in London are non Malaysians and non Malays. I may sound a little bit facist or racist. It was non intentional. I chose that path due to my long term values. In the next decade or more, the friends and people that I have had mutually known, will be a leader in their chosen fields. I look the values of friendship, not based on opportunity (as some may comprehend that way). But, I look the values of friendship in a long term. On the same vein, I have also failures in friendship too. I learnt a lot from it. And I hope I would not repeat that failures again.

5) Travelled to Prague, Greece, Andalucia and Barcelona

Life in London would not be completed without exploring the opportunity to travel. 2010 has been a year of learning other countries' culture and history. It started with Prague (on January 2010). Then, Athens (during Easter). The best highlight would be in Andalucia, Spain (July 2010) and Barcelona (November 2010). The Andalucia trip, is considered as the best due to the World Cup 2010 fever. I was in Spain with the best of friends when Spain clinched the World Cup trophy. The mood was electric! Thanks to my travelling mates who have had experienced such a wonderful time.

6) Moved to a new flat

Moving out and moving in is not an eask task. It seems to be arduous if it lacks planning. 2010 has also given me the experience in dealing with different levels of people. The landlord, ex flatmates, the agent, the council, the energy service provider, the bank, the internet service provider and many more. It took me almost two (2) weeks to sort these string of activities. My research and reading was put on hault at the time. But, I learned a lot on how such systems worked. Especially, when you tend to deal with different level of communications. In the end, I have made a conclusive analysis that: communication, communication and communication - plays pivotal role! I have had also experienced some slight stress, in between. But, now, when I look back, it was partly emotional. I learned a big lesson from this experience, indeed.

7) Learned and learning English

In order to learn English, I have been reading The Times, BBC and listened to podcast, attended academic seminars, and even watched the X Factor! (Yes, I admit that I am 'truly' an avid fan of X Factor of 2010). My way of learning has been customised beyond the traditional approaches. I met Britons and attempted to open general conversations. I wrote e-mails to some and I improved my self-confidence level through communications and interactions with the local. Throughout 2010, I have had experienced slight difficulties in understanding the asscents. I have discovered that my colleagues from Manchester and Liverpool have such a unique asccent. Also, comparatively, my colleagues from Ireland and Scotland have also guided me the appropriate way to understand their local jokes (which, at times, I failed. I mean, most of the time!). Of course, out of these, I would say BBC has helped me a lot. My casual reading also helps, especially from the free-daily reading newspaper (The Evening Standard), The Economist and the Autobiographies novels (note: still struggling to finish Tony Blair's novel - 'A Journey').

8) Learned from a major mistake

My major, biggest and weakest mistake of 2010 is: procrastination. I learned a lot from it. Specifically from the period of June until September. I procrastinated a few things, which I think, I should not have had procrastinated. In effect, it gave me a loud alarm bell. Now, the proscratination is being combated. With the strongest war against it from 2011 onwards. I must!

9) Appreciated British lifestyle, politics, culture and (weather!)

I started to appreciate the way Britons and British lead their lifestyle, politics and culture. Also, the systems, governance and, in some way, the anomalies. Although I am still young on this British soil, my observations and understanding have been influenced by a mixture of the BBC news, the locals and colleagues (at large). Their observations, have been quite interesting. In sum, I would say that every country, people and culture has her unique and own ways in addressing such issues. The two (2) highlights that I considered worthy to be remembered in 2010 is the results of the UK General Election. And secondly, when I visited the London Olympic 2010 park. Others, are equally interesting (as there are too many to mention).

10) Started to learn and appreciate the European culture

It is just the beginning. I always admire how Europeans handled their domestic issues. Although mixed in terms of their approaches, but the best thing is that, they tend to reach a certain consensus. I started to learn that during the fourth (4th) quarter of 2010. Now, I have been heavily reading some of the ups and downs of 27 European Member States' struggles ranging from history, politics, culture, religions and economics. Although it may be too heavy for me, but, I think, by understanding these, it will and may help to shape an indepth understanding for my research from 2011 onwards.

When I look back the above, I have advertently discovered there are some sequence of events and experiences that I left. Not a trivial one, but, some has been made purposely off-record :)

Till then, a very happy merry christmas and may 2011 will be a prosperous one to all.

Love,
Noriswadi Ismail, 25 December 2010, 2.50pm London Time
London, United Kingdom

It's December!

2010-12-14T17:31:00.003Z

Today, I put a temporary pause in my reading and researching.

Most of the time are fulfilled with housekeeping, reorganising and clearing my research files, articles, tables and also "trash!". This mood naturally comes whenever the year end is approaching. Looking back to the time, I have inadvertently discovered I left too many footprints. Some, are indeed, unsustainable. Some, are expunged indirectly (from the recent MacBook Pro's Hard Drive crash - during the first week of December).

At this time, I ponder and relook what I have done, how far I have achieved and what I need to improve.

I am still being at a laggard status. Maybe, too many distractions. Maybe, the surrounding and ambience contributes and maybe, due to my motivation. The biggest lesson that I have learnt being a Doctoral Researcher is that; patience, consistency and strong - plays a lot. How strong a character is, but when it comes to deadlines and expectations, one may be melted. At times, one's spirit may also be dampened due to the recollection of experiences that contributed to the stress.

Between October, November and December, I have travelled through bumpy roads. But the bumpy roads have now been diverted to the rightful direction. Thanks to the many inspiring colleagues who have given me the strength. They are the angels of emotion. They pushed my confidence level by saying that I have what it takes to completing the journey to the finishing line. And, as I write, I am very much grateful to them. May Allah bless their deeds. Amin.

Besides the above emotional conviction, I am also looking back what I achieved.

I managed to secure the visiting research student status in the renowned Centre for Socio-Legal Studies at the University of Oxford. The joy to have received that news pushed and elevated my confidence dearly. It was also an experience to have been interviewed by the academics in the Centre. The professionalism and responsiveness in attending to my queries and concerns are immeasurable. I was interviewed by three (3) academics (plus) one (1) phone interview. Overall, I went through four (4) stages. On 21 October 2010, I received a confirmation letter which states that my application to being the visiting research student has been accepted. I am blessed, till to date. Which means, from 14 February 2011 until 4 April 2011, I will be based in Oxford :) I am looking forward to the Oxford Experience (truly).

From 3 - 5 November 2011, I was in Barcelona, Spain. I was so pleased to have attended this conference chiefly due to two (2) reasons. First, I managed to expand my research network contacts (with whom, I have the privilege to exchange views that are related to my research). Second, my paper: "Cursing the Cloud (or) Controlling the Cloud?" has been accepted for the forthcoming Computer Law & Security Review's 2011 publication. From these two (2) reasons, I am so grateful to have developed new friendship amongst the fellow researchers throughout Europe. Thanks to my supportive supervisor and the Centre for Commercial Law Studies' Conference & Travel Grant scheme. Without their clearance and approval, I might not be able to being in Barcelona.

Subsequent to my Barcelona conference, I managed to push myself hardly - in research, reading and writing. It was intentional. I avoided daily Facebooking, online chatting, frequent e-mail checks and other online 'distractions'. The results 'proved' to be a yielded dividend! The quality of time and productivity, personally, has improved by leaps and bounds. And, the focus is much more deeper. I have managed to make a U-TURN in my revised 2nd chapter. That itself, is the most humbling experience I have gone through. To date, I have managed to revise two (2) chapters and improvised my PhD outline. The direction, now, is much more clearer. I am extending my host of endless appreciation to the people who have offered to proof read my chapters. Overall, five (5) of them are proofreading my Chapter 1 and three (3) of them are proofreading my Chapter 2.

I could not thank enough (dearly).

From these, I know I could not turn back the time. Now, it's already December! (this will be the best time to appraise my one year of education in London) and how I should improve and pursue my PhD plan to the next level.

I pray that the strength will always be with me: being an ordinary man with extraordinary goal(s).

Love,
Noriswadi Ismail
London

When September Ends; Comes October!

2010-10-02T03:58:00.006+01:00

Summer has ended.

The Maple Leaves in Autumn

The weather transition for the past three (3) weeks welcomes the Autumn season. Rains, gusty winds and cloudy take over the landscape. The summer's wardrobe has been put aside, and now, most Londoners wear thicker clothes - such as jackets, layered warm clothes and long jacket. This scene reminds me one (1) year back when I arrived here. It was last Autumn of 2009. I was in a ray of hope, with many dreams that tagged along in mind and heart. The dreams, which I hope, would realise, change and shape my perception, maturity and perspective in many ways. The ultimate dream, is of course, to seek and learn from the people that are the subject matter experts in Information Technology Laws - and in time - to be able to complete my PhD on time. The other dreams are to establish my social and professional networks for future engagement; improve my English language; improve my culinary skills; learn other people's culture, behaviour and perceptions; and learn new knowledge.

At the Malaysian High Commission during 1st Syawal

Last year, it was the second of Syawal when I arrived. This year, I celebrated Syawal, the first time in London. The ambience and mood was just different. Although I was able to meet fellow Malaysian friends, but, I had to admit, I still missed Malaysia and home. The home sick was natural - especially when recapitulating how grateful I was - whilst celebrating Syawal with family and friends back home. Thankfully, Malaysians in London are thoughtful. They made me feel homey although the spirit of Syawal is incompatible that of Malaysia's. Nonetheless, I thanked Nordin, the High Commissions of Malaysia and Brunei and the Malaysian Students Department for the Eid Mubarak's open house invitations. Also, to my sponsor, MARA. I was fortunate to be able to listen to Yg Bhg Dato' Seri Shafie Apdal's speech and posed a question on Malaysia's brain drain scenario. Then, I was informed by some friends in Malaysia that the snippet was aired on TV3 Bulletin Utama News.

1 October 2010 marks my one (1) year completed academic calendar, being a first (1st) year postgraduate research student. It also marks the entrance of mid-year research stage towards being a second (2nd) year postgraduate research student.

With the best of friends

Throughout the year, I learned many useful lessons. I learned from mistakes. I learned from self-learning. I learned from observations. I learned from useful recommended contacts (thanks to my helpful supervisor for the invaluable guidance). And I learned from the seniors, too. I was also challenged by some colleagues: to complete the PhD within 3 years on time or maybe shorter than that. Although taking the challenge is considerably daunting and dwindling, I view there are two (2) sets that I personally view. From the outset, it may prove that I can finish on time or better. From the inset, since PhD is my own work, my own project, my own model and my own theories and hypothesis, I must ensure that the quality is world-class. I do not want the nature of my PhD, just being an archival antics in the British Library. So, I have to work smartly with quality outcome. For me, the quality of PhD relies on how well, my theories and model will be used as a base of future academic, policy and research debates. That, I may call, as a quality-learning-PhD process. To accept the call for such challenge, is wiseful, but, I take it as a call for pride and satisfaction. I salute and admire the achievements of my colleagues who had had completed their PhD on time, and moreover, especially, those who are married and with parental / family obligations. They are, indeed, excellent time managers. At times, I received the cursory remarks that it's easier for me to finish it on time because I am a bachelor and I am not married. That, is another call to challenge my PhD completion. Whatever challenges I am called or have been called for, I keep telling myself that my dreams are not chasing the time. But, my dreams are beyond than that. It's a long term that matters. Albeit, every PhD has it's challenges, it's own learning process and it's gaps. To feel the gaps, I solicit my confidence, my strength and my motivations. Sometimes, I whisper to myself that I could handle the emotional convictions. Sometimes, I whisper to myself that I should do more than what I have been doing. And sometimes, I whisper to myself that I need more guidance to the research and writing. These whispers, are an innerself voice of appraisal.

I am proud to be in Queen Mary!

The biggest lesson that I have learned during my first (1st) year of PhD is to accomplish one task at a time. Do not be too rushing and to do many things on the plate. That was a quixotic lesson. Now, I have known my research methodology, the structure of my PhD thesis, the outline of each chapters, sections and sub-sections. That itself, will be a very beneficial signpost for me to keep on writing and revising my work before the deadline comes. My herculean task is to complete the third (3rd) chapter that will be the integral masterpiece of Mini Viva, which is two (2) months and a half (1/2) away. Thanks to the many PhD friends who have been giving me the strength and confidence, and by telling me that I have what it takes to nail it.

Besides the PhD world, I have also done casual reading. Looking back to my rack of books, I reckoned to discover I have another ten (10) books that I should flip over and casually read. The reason due to that is: time and the devil of time; procrastination! The casual reading is important to me. In a way, it teaches me many styles of writing - though not academic writing - but, it provides me ideas how to write in appropriate English - Queen's English, the least, and being vehemently coherent too. Throughout my first (1st) PhD year, I was also fortunate to have met helpful British friends who have offered themselves to being my proof reader; without charge. They will be my on-call-people when the time comes.

This shot was in September 2009

Being a learner in London, the tube (underground) has been my daily mode of transportation. Throughout the one (1) year, I experienced many things. I unintentionally eavesdropped conversations; from being bitchy to being in sadness and in happiness. I, once, saw a woman cried in the end of the tube. I hoped to help her, but just did not know, how. I observed many behaviour of all sorts; from the best of mannerism to the best of rudeness. The attitude, look and feel of London underground is somehow therapeutic. Meaning: it makes me smile and ponder that I have been meeting new faces almost every day and every time I hike the tube. One day, and when the time comes, I aim to recollect the memories of passing remarks that come to mind. The underground stations, offer many sights. The arts. The advertisements. The inspiring quotations. And most importantly, Londoners that make it happening. As I write, Transport for London has issued a possible underground strike this coming Sunday and Monday. This will be the second time, I have experienced such a strike. And when it happens, London is chaotic!

Tony Blair, A Journey

To this date and day, I have also appreciated (a little bit) British politics. I am still learning the history of the previous Labour government, and now, the Conservatives and Liberal Democrat (which formed the Coalition Government). I am, at present, reading a biography of the previous British Prime Minister: "Tony Blair, A Journey". The review by some commentators and journalists via BBC seem to suggest that the book is Blair's self-esteem and pride, which does not seem to be any difference like any biographies that are saleable on bookshelf. The latest news on the new Labour leadership, newly helmed by Ed Miliband seems to be interesting. Many predicted David Miliband, the previous Foreign Secretary under the Labour Government during Gordon Brown's premiership would helm and lead. The result proved to be otherwise, with a slight margin of 1.0%. Considering the sensitivity and stability of the Labour party, David Miliband quit from frontline politics. The way I am writing here suggests that one can interprets that I am pro-Labour. I am not, actually. I am beginning to study the British political system, especially after the Blair and Brown's era.

A colleague, once said, London is like Greater Kuala Lumpur! - I may agree on this. Since my one (1) year of presence here, many Malaysian ministers visited London. They loved London. Same goes to the leaders of the opposition. London is the hub which they can express the freedom of speech, the liberty and the human rights. Regrettably, some, but not all, substance of talks of these Malaysian government and opposition leaders are purely politics. I want to see more action and pragmatic results especially on the detailed flow of Malaysia's Foreign Direct Investment, Growth Domestic Product and National Key Results Area.

This post, I admit, may not be able to lead to comprehensive review of my one (1) year report in London. Minimally, it gives how I stumbled across the chapters of life, being a learner and Malaysian-Londoner. When September ends; comes October! And I am still walking towards my journey...

My Summer Time

2010-08-09T18:55:00.013+01:00

Summer in London has never been dull.

Maybe that's wrong.

It should be read as: "Any season in London has never been dull!" :)

Two (2) months were relatively long to leave this blog outdated. I would not blame Facebook, again, but, myself. Now, I am thinking the best reason. Yet, failed. My summer time has been filled with smack of happenings. These are the summarised anecdotes:-

1) Wolfson College Cambridge Alumni Gathering at Oxbridge Club London

Alden & Es are the proud Alumnus of Wolfson College,
Cambridge University

The Wolfson Alumni

Thanks to Alden for inviting me! The gathering was held in the splendid and very elitist ambience of Oxbridge Club. It was a rare opportunity to experience, but, the network that I expanded was amazing. Dr. Mikal also joined the gathering under Es' invitation. Alden and Es studied in Cambridge University, where both were from the same college; Wolfson College. More pictures are viewable here.

2) Two (2) weeks in Malaysia

HeiTech Padu Berhad's 15th AGM

Thanks to these people, amongst others, for the hard work!

With the workshop participants of One (1) Day

Masterclass Workshop on Data Protection and Privacy Law

My weeks were spent with work, consultancy and research. Most importantly, attending HeiTech Padu Berhad Annual General Meeting and delivered a one (1) day Masterclass Workshop on Data Protection and Privacy Law at Royale Raja Chulan Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. I was very much pleased with the latter's outcome. The next follow-up workshop will tentatively take place on November 2010.

3) Visit at Owen's place

The well-wishers for Owen & family

The Groves Family

Whilst waiting for the tube to Central London

Alden, Es, Dr. Priti, Fiona, Amy, Bakhtiar and I visited Owen and his wife in North Finchley. Owen's wife gave birth to an adorable baby girl. We paid a courtesy visit to both of them and listened to their stories, as a first (1st) timer mother and father.

4) Andalucia, Spain Road Trip

Before the Match

After the match: Viva Espana!

At Cordoba. Background of the Le Mezqeta

At Al-Hambra. Majestic!

At Medinat Al-Zahrah

Alden, Es, Nash and I travelled to Andalucia, Spain. We had a wonderful six (6) days and five (5) nights road trip. The route: Malaga-Granada-Cordoba-Baeza-Ubeda-Mabella-Torremolinos-Malaga. The trip charted many memories and historic moments. Spain was the Champion of World Cup 2010! We were there celebrating the triumph with the Southern Spanish of Ubeda, a small town that is located nearby Baeza. It has been the BEST travelling moment in my life! Al-Hambra, Cordoba, Medinat Al-Zahrah and Marbella have made me speechless. Period. Most of the pictures are imported from my facebook album. Peek it!

5) Makan-Makan in London with PhD friends

Lunch @ the EAT, Holborn with Kadir & Georgina

Lunch at Korean, Tottenhom Court Road with Troels

Makan-Makan (eating) with friends. It was the best time to catch up where we left in our research. Getting their opinions on certain issues that are still clouding our minds. I have had mixed stories about our potential PhD phase, especially on the forthcoming Mini Viva (Upgrade) in four (4) months time. My supervisor wants me to be upgraded before christmas this year. I MUST focus and work harder!

6) Flat hunting in London

The kitchen

The view from the split level

I experienced flat hunting (for the first time) in London. Dealing with the letting agents were substantially not straightforward. It took me, technically, two (2) weeks to sort things out from door-to-door. The processes were cumbersome. Within that two (2) week, I viewed five (5) different flats within Zone two (2) in London. Thankful enough to Es' coordination, we managed to move out on 31 July 2010. Our current Irish Landlady is very friendly and accommodative. But, what made the communications slightly complicated were the letting agents. There were hiccups of miscommunications that transpired. Nevertheless, I was very grateful to the landlady who has been so considerate and sensible to addressing those.

7) Humanrace Challenge @ Hampton Court, Essex

Alden's "lucky" number

Alden's supporters

Makan Time @ Kingston's Wagamama

I woke up as early as six (6) am to catch the earliest train to Hampton Court. Dr Priti, Fiona, Jishi, Carla and I supported Alden's 3.8km swimming challenge from Hampton Court to Kingston Bridge. It was Alden's inaugural swim in the Thames. We were very proud of his accomplishment. He clocked One (1) hour and twelfth (12th) minutes, ranked eighty eight (88). Then, we headed to Kingston Upon Thames for lunch.

8) Makan-Makan (again!) in Tuk Din Flavours of Malaysia

After Makan-Makan in Tuk Din, Paddington

The same bunch of colleagues spent wonderful get together at Tuk Din before the Ramadhan begins. This time, Aidil of Glasgow and Amy joined. I am quite glad that Carla, Nazim and Jishi enjoyed the Malaysian cuisine.

9) Salam Ramadhan & Syawal snapshots @ London Eye and Big Ben

Alden, Louise, Dr. Priti and Es

Last weekend, we had a photography session for the purpose of the forthcoming Syawal greetings. Dr. Priti extended her invitation to Louise, her colleague, who was adorned with a nice blue Sari. Solo pictures were also snapped for their personal collections. I hope to be able to forward the best and selected picture to Berita Harian and Utusan Malaysia Salam Perantauan and Salam Aidilfitri Online by next week. To my folks in Malaysia, do check out these daily newspapers!

10) Accepted abstract for LPSI in Barcelona (3-5 November 2010)

Miss Wenxin and Miss Yonit

A specific note of appreciation to a PhD friend of mine, Miss Yonit Manor Percival, for her invaluable assistance, being my proof reader of the abstract last week. After the very fruitful two (2) hour lunch at Liverpool Street with Miss Wenxin, I sent the proposed abstract, and the next day, it was duly accepted by the conference organising committee. The details are readable here. Since I have embarked on my summer spanish lesson, it will be a platform of opportunity to practice basic conversational Spanish in Barcelona!

What's next?

Stay tune for the next updates. There will be more interesting pursuits before this Summer 2010 ends!

Love,

Noriswadi Ismail
9 August 2010
London

Sunday Snippets

2010-06-07T10:57:00.002+01:00

Last Sunday, I killed the time meeting up with Alden, Fiona and Vinita. They are all bright Malaysian professionals based in London. Their backgrounds differ; engineering, quantity surveying and Veterinary.

Question: Is this freedom of expression?

We walked from South Bank (along River Thames), Trafalgar Square, Leicester Square and to Regent Street. In between, we had lunch at Chinatown.

Posing: A Veterinary Surgeon, An Engineer & A Quantity Surveyor @ South Bank

The meet up was very casually stimulating in many ways. Mostly about Malaysian politics (which, I rarely discussed and provided my views), economy, racial marginalisation and most importantly, future. Having this kind of conversation is slightly rare for me. Especially, when sitting with Malaysians that represent 1Malaysia setting.

The conversation surrounded opinionated views, which, I think, may be possibly happened in London? Maybe the freedom of expression is liberally assured. Maybe we have experienced the system, governance, experience and exposure in the Great Britain? And with the hope that we would be able to contribute back to Malaysia for nation building? Obviously, from my rough observations, everyone of them loves Malaysia like I do. A country with so many potentials, wisdom, progress [if] we strike the similar chords, balance and putting aside marginalisation (in many ways).

As a Malaysian, I am proud to having such wonderful colleagues like Alden, Fiona and Vinita, whom I believe, will lead Malaysia in their fields. Thanks also for the free street walk at the Taste of Spain gala in Regent Street!

This Ship with Batik motive designs is designed by a South African

designer @ Trafalgar Square. When would be Malaysia's turn?

Spanish Paella in making. It was a long queue for Paella tasting!

At the time, Rafael Nadal won his 4th Roland Garros Title.
The same day when this picture was snapped, he clinched his 5th Roland Garros Title!

When will be Malaysia's turn?

Have a good week ahead folks!

Gap

2010-06-03T03:24:00.006+01:00

I am writing this update at 2.45 am, London Time after some not-so-heavy reading and research. Prior to uploading this post, it's 3.24 am.

Whilst online, I was diverted to my blog and read my bloggers' friends posts. They seemed to be able to update their happenings more than I do. I lost my touch and trail and I created a gap of one (1) month too.One (1) of the chief reasons that led to the "gap" of writing on this blog is: Facebook.

Facebook is the killer!

With family members @ Al-Raushah Lebanese Restaurant, Jalan Damai

With Chef Ismail & Friends @ Rebung, Jalan Maarof, Bangsar

With friends @ Coffee, Sugar & Spice, Ampang Waterfront

With Chevening colleagues, PhD colleagues and soon-to-be PhD colleague

@ the best Seafood Stall in Bukit Bintang

With alma matter friends @ Penang Village, KLCC

(we met after 10 years leaving the Law School)

It's bold. Many of my bloggers' friends admitted it openly too. For the past one (1) and a half month, I have been busy like a bee. Three (3) weeks were spent in Malaysia; ranging from assignments, annual report proofreading, presentation, discussions, meetings, research and to ambitious new projects. In between, I squeezed in the time dining and luncheon with family, friends and professional contacts.

Three (3) weeks in Malaysia were very fast. I apologise to the many friends who I were not able to meet up for break/lunch/tea/dinner. None was intentional at all.

I am now back in London. My life phase in London, as a Londoner is challenging. Time flies without realising that I am now on my eighth (8) to ninth (9th) month being a PhD candidate. Thus far, I have written first (1st) chapter and now, writing my second (2nd) chapter. A few days after arriving London, I had a supervision meeting with my Supervisor. It was smoothly progressive and constructive - in terms of my work progress and mode. The substance of our discussions, in detail, touched upon my potential upgrading that should be done before this year's christmas. Which means, technically, I have less than three (3) months to complete my second (2nd) chapter and hopefully, to be able to submit my written chapters to my Supervisor and the appointed Examiner by November.

In contemplating the very strict timeline, in between my works, projects and research, I am strategising the best and ideal self-deadlines to be met.

Besides research and work, I am happy to have also learnt that my abstract has been accepted for a poster presentation at the Oxford Internet Institute forthcoming conference on Internet, Politics, Policy 2010: An Impact Assessment. I am now awaiting the result of ICT Law summer school application in Pecs, South Hungary (from 11-17 July 2010). My previous summer school applications in Oxford Internet Institute, Annenberg-Oxford Summer Institute and Harvard Berkman were all REJECTED. I took it as a learning curve. When I made a diagnosis of the rejection, I realised that my essays and personal statements were not strong enough, and it lacked substantive appeal. I aim to nail one of the summer school programmes next year.

I am also pleased to have been approached by Messrs Azmi & Associates vide its Consulting Arm, AAA Consulting for its forthcoming Masterclass Workshop on Data Protection & Privacy Law. This workshop will take place on 29 June 2010. To any of my professional colleagues and friends, do give me a shout, if keen, privately, via e-mail.

Oh. Since the new administration takes the parliament, I have seen tremendous changes and progress on British politics. A coalition government in action, is something "new" to me as a Malaysian, being a "Londoner" in the United Kingdom. I never fail to keep abreast with the transformative changes that Prime Minister David Cameron and the Deputy Prime Minister Nick Clegg's mission to put national interest ahead, instead of political party's interests. And when I inquisitively asked some provocative thoughts to some of my British friends randomly, they said it's truly transformational. But, some said, politicians are always politicians. The British politics have revisited my "lost world of political interest" back alive (as for now).

On a more casual tone, the weather in London is getting warmer, sunnier and sexier :) At times, it rains and at times, it's cloudy. Summer is approaching. Londoners and tourists have started flocking the High Streets to hunt for summer wears. The ambience, look and feel will be colourful.

Lunch with PhD friends @ All Bar One in Holborn,

nearby Lincoln's Inn Fields, London

@ Lincoln's Inn Fields

Enjoying the-almost-perfect weather!

The Majestic Lincoln's Inn

Lincoln's Inn Library

Today, during a lunch get together with friends at Holborn, nearby Lincoln's Inn Fields, we planned to being in the 2010 Wimbledon Championships at SW19 (SW stands for South West [London]). I hope this plan would be a reality, where we hope to be able to cherish ourselves with the sun, the crowd, the camping site, the picnic and most importantly, being in the crowd of the most prestigious grand slam event.

Whilst proofreading this post, I realised that there are too many things to talk about. At least, I have had summarised partly and decisively what I think are relevant through observations. I hope the gap of my one (1) month lack-of-up-to-date post is being refilled :)

More juicy ones will come in the forthcoming post(s).

After Six (6) Months & Athens

2010-04-09T19:38:00.005+01:00

Easter Break has almost come to its end (for most Universities throughout Britain).

I was pleased due to two (2) chief reasons. First, my six (6) month progress report was duly approved and recommended by my supervisor. Second, I spent my break in Athina, Greece, with the best of friends.

After six (6) months in London, I learned many lessons. It is not on academic terms, but also, on various lessons that touched friendship, teamwork, attitude, perceptions, cultural paradigm and most importantly, my networking. When I first stepped onto London, I had high expectation how this city should and could offer. That expectation, in return, turned to be more than I had expected. This city gives me the perspectives. It gives me stress (at times). It gives me memories (most of the times) and it gives me opportunities (in frequent times). I met many new contacts that enrich my thinking process and cognitive behaviour too. I took the road less travelled by, with the aim, to know and appreciate other people's strength and inspiring lives through casual discussions, coffee session, casual meet up, short conversation in the tube, and sometimes, a hop in a shop!

I have too many things to write on my life annecdotes and trails. Too many. But, let my memories making it intact and when the time comes, I aim to write a casual novel on how one should see London from different viewpoints, not only as a Malaysian, but also as an opportunist, strategist and learner. My sentiments of the people are mixed. I met "Londoners" ocassionally. But, most of the time, the Londoners that I met are mostly foreigners, that come as far as Luthiana, Slovenia, Cyprus, Argentina, Brazil and from other parts and rest of the world. Weather wise, it's akin to "Chameleon" It changes without warning and it dissent without predicting - though the BBC weather forecast man convincingly tell Londoners differently :)

A Malaysian friend asked whether I miss Malaysia. Oh. My answer is casually simple. Partly yes. Partly no. Maybe, I travel a lot in work, but that does not mean I do not miss Malaysia. It's my country, the place where I belong and the place where I should collectively contribute for nation building, in a decade time. Alas, there are many Malaysians in London. So much so, I feel like being at home - whenever - important dignitaries, ministers and VVIPs visited London, then, I would have the chance to be in the crowd. I attended several functions; high tea, talks (from both sides: the ruling Government and the opposition) and business matching networking too. Friends of my alumnus and lecturers paid a visit in London after last seeing them ten years back. And, London, reconnects us. It's personally gratifying.

My research life in the UK, thus far, has been absolutely rewarding. Supportive supervisors, supportive friends (when I am down and demotivated) and Malaysian professional friends in London - who are my ears and eyes - they, are the ones who keep me grounded with my views and arguably, their views, give fresh perspectives in my thinking and learning process.

On the Athen's trip, I would summarise it as: "sexy" and "sound". It's a metaphor. Sexy when it comes to witnessing the civilisation of Greek, the history of the Olympics and the Christian Ortodox's way of celebrating Easter. My Greek friend, Kostas, was a perfect host during my Easter trip in Athens. Though it was quite short, I have told him and his family that a revisit would be a reality for next year's summer. The proposed itinerary would be: Island hoping and fishing :)

My Athens trip would never be completed and sound without these helpful friends: Alden and Es. And, Rizal too. Their presence immaculated my travelling moments by sharing many facts and untold experiences of their lifetime. I realised, that, travelling would make one to understand and appreciate one's life and experience. Most of the time, I personally tend to let all of the undisclosed stories go with the flow and in return, my friends, shared the same way. Some said, the best person to know someone is through travelling. Maybe, I tend to agree instead of disagree :)

As I write and to date, I am still thinking of Greece. Typical Noriswadi Ismail! The last time when I was in Prague, I was thinking of Prague. Maybe next week, I will start thinking to submit my revised chapter for my supervisor! :)

Enjoy the remaining Easter Break and to others, Have a good weekend ahead folks!

Love,
Noriswadi Ismail
Vauxhall, London

A short one

2010-03-11T01:07:00.000Z

This, maybe, the shortest post.

I have had an eye opening PhD research seminar today: on Viva. Then, listened to many stories from friends on their PhD progress. I have some mixed feelings. To diminish the latter, we diverted our conversation topic into inter-culturalisation issues. Though it was quite a topical discussion, but, it's interesting to have known some unfolded views about how certain cultures view each other's. I learned new knowledge on cultural pluralism today.

Thank you to my friends, in shaping my perspectives.

Heart Talk at Leyton

2010-03-09T17:19:00.001Z

I was thinking of the word "Hard" instead of "Heart". But, both could be used interchangeably.

There are many reasons.

Monday evening's dinner was spent at Leyton, somewhere in Zone 3, London, after Stratford (via Central Line). My friends and I came to the dinner for a common purpose: motivating a PhD friend who is in need to express herself on what she has been going through for the past six (6) months. There were four (4) of us. We valiantly exchanged our notes, ranging from miserable moments to controllable moments.

Despite the heart talk. We had a great dinner, great company and mixture of expressions. The two (2) and a half (1/2) hour dinner proved to heal some of the downs, demotivating feelings and most importantly, to move forward.

Thanks everyone for the evening and also Wenxin of China for being such a wonderful host.

A Fortnight of recapitulation

2010-03-07T23:01:00.004Z

Time flies. It's my fifth (5th) month and to be the sixth (6th) month being a Doctoral Researcher.

I have not been updating the blog due to prior obligations (read: typical reason). Today, I spent lunch with Alden at Shaftesbury Avenue, nearby Leicester Square. We had chatted many topical issues which were not a repeated version of our previous and many conversations before. On the one hand, I found it very revealing in terms of opinionated matters. On the other hand, I discovered new facts and knowledge. That, in return, helped my thinking process to see things from different perspectives. Especially, being a social scientist researcher than happen to observe, read, write, argue, analyse and present such findings. Wow. I sound partly serious, am I? :)

My fifth (5th) supervision meeting took place last week. And the second (2nd) supervision meeting with my second supervisor will be tomorrow: Monday. March is [definitely] a busy bee month. Many things ahead in my slotted calendar schedules. In two (2) weeks time, I will be presenting a paper on "Cloud Computing's Got Talent? - A Nemesis to Data Protection?" in the forthcoming Queen Mary School of Law, Legal Research Conference. Then, I will be having my sixth (6th) supervision meeting on 23 March 2010, Monday, before flying off to Vienna for the British Irish Legal Technology Association (BILETA) Conference from 27 March 2010 until 30 March 2010.

Oh. Besides updating myself on what I have been doing, last week, I had the opportunity to celebrate the Tiger Year in Malaysian Student's Department with Alden and newly met friends: Amy and Fiona. Both of them are Erasmus Mundus Scholars, who are now working professionals in London. The do also marked the Chap Goh Meh celebration. In the middle of enjoying the food, I had the opportunity to have met a lecturer who is also an alumni from Strathclyde University, Glasgow. He is now based in Kingston University, teaching and researching on Civil Engineering - the same subject matter of interest and specialisation of Alden too! Now, the networking is getting interesting. The networks of networking is unstoppable. I duly admit, London has offered me many (countless) social and professional networking opportunities. It's a matter for me to choose the right network at the right time and at the right place.

Two Chevening Scholars with Two Erasmus Mundus Scholars :)

Happy Chap Goh Meh!

The week after that, I had a pleasant heart-to-heart session with some PhD friends. We expressed and changed our notes on many things. Some of the headlines were demotivating and some were very encouraging. I am so grateful to have them around, particularly when one is in a desiring need to be motivated, when he or she is down.

The PhD journey, of course, is not straightforward. Some handful of PhD motivation books that I have read seem to be useful. Nevertheless, in reality, I observe that the motivation comes in many ways, even, small things matter too: like, an e-mail from one's supervisor - even if it is short, concise and precise. That makes one to smile and being pleasant, not only in one (1) day, but also in one (1) week! What more, compliments and guided comments from one's Supervisor will even boost one's motivation to a different level. As I have always shared and said to my PhD friends: "We need to motivate, inspire and aspire each other" and "We need to conduct more peer-to-peer review so that the works that we have done are of scholarly, rigorously and publishable standards. And the list goes on...."

I, once, e-mailed a friend of mine this: "My thought of the day: (We learn from gaps and translate it into workable opportunities and solutions)" And I am also extending the same to myself for a self-appraisal that may shape my maturity in life too.

Have a good week ahead, people!

Cheers!
Noriswadi Ismail
Vauxhall
London

Very Important People

2010-02-21T02:54:00.000Z

I am blessed, elated, motivated and inspired. Alhamdulillah.

In between the typical research, reading and writing, my life for the past two (2) weeks of February were occupied with many things. I share some of the brief anecdotes meeting the V.I.P:-

My colleagues of Thailand and New Zealand together

with a Professor from the School of Humanities and Social Sciences

The smiles of a Malaysian and a New Zealander :)

On 15 February 2010, the Principal of Queen Mary, University of London hosted a reception for PhD International Scholars. It was the inaugural reception of its kind since he helmed the post. I was quite late. But, luckily, Mick and Ryan were there. We spent thirty (30) minutes expressing our views and perspectives of our lives being a Doctoral Researcher in Queen Mary. Oh. The Professor of Graduate School of Humanities and Social Sciences approached and greeted us. It was very interesting to have listened how Queen Mary has had expanded it's research activities, firming up its ranking in specific subject tables and prioritising itself to being one of the respectable and marketable colleges under the University of London. As for myself, I am proud to be part of the Queen Mary family. I have no regrets at all being under the prestigious lifelong learning culture of London.

To Datuk, Datin and family: Thanks for hosting the dinner in Knightsbridge!

Datuk, Datin and the bachelors

On 16 February 2010, I have had the complete privilege meeting my boss and his family in London. We casually discussed many things, albeit, the last time I met him was on August 2009. I am now inspired after meeting him. His views and discussions during the dinner had provided me the required "energiser" "reshaping" and "rethinking". The one (1) hour and a half meet up was also accompanied by Alden, who firstly met my boss. Prior to that, he could only see my boss' pictures in the Annual Report. The post meet up prompted me to appraise deeply what's and where's next post PhD stage. Thanks for the motivation.

With Chef Wan and his Architect friend in Tuk Din Restaurant

Thanks very much indeed Ojai!

On 18 February 2010, a long time friend of mine came to London for a working assignment. She is now attached to a leading media group. We met up at Tuk Din Restaurant in Paddington with the presence of the chef celebrity, Chef Wan. I had the opportunity to dine together with Chef Wan and the crew. During the dining, Chef Wan shared his bitter experiences of being stalked vide Facebook and other Social Networking Sites. It was indeed interesting to have learnt that celebrities like him could not run away from privacy invasion. So much so, that is the trade-off that a celebrity has to accommodate with. Anyways, thanks to Ojai for the dinner and chat. I hope to meeting you again (whenever you are in London).

The Japanese Cuisine Spread

I cooked the Teppanyaki! :)

The Sushi and Mashi was so feeling. Thanks to Fatin and the ladies!

The best Tempura in Vauxhall, I admit!

This is just one of the dessert offerings. Thanks to Alden for

this nice shot!

The satisfied smiling blokes of Malaysia and Thailand

Nizam of Uxbridge and Ryan of New Zealand

Enjoying the food and the chat. Kampai! :)

The strategists

A Japanese "Peace" Pose :)

The Doctoral Researchers of Queen Mary, University of London

On 19 February 2010, the Vauxhall Residence hosted a Japanese cuisine do for dearest friends. The idea was mooted out two (2) months back. We cooked Sushi, Miso Soup with Cold Soba, Tempura and Teppanyaki. The combination of cuisine was truly a healthy one. This time, the invited friends are quite cultured in terms of diversity. My PhD friends from New Zealand, Greece, Turkey and Thailand made their presence. Also, with other Malaysians that made the do very much colourful. Thanks for the lovely evening and the desserts too. The Vauxhall Residence shall host the Malaysian cuisine do tentatively during the Easter Break.

I am so thankful with the presence of these V.I.P people in London.

As I write, it's now 2.52 am London time. Before switching to update this blog. I have just completed my essay, CV update, application form and listed supporting documents for the Oxford Internet Institute Summer Doctoral Programme 2010. The deadline will be on 22 February 2010, Monday, before 5pm. I hope, my supervisor would have signed his reference letter and e-mailed the same to me for onward submission to Oxford. Do wish me the best for the attempt.

Picturesque Praha

2010-02-12T20:39:00.005Z

Welcome to Praha!

Praha (Prague) is my first Eastern European gateway. The first time and the best introductory trip I experienced.

The Square

I have so many things to talk about this city. It's not only about the history, culture and people. But, it's also a trip that opened my perspectives and viewpoints on many things. Amongst others, the cultural, industrial, political and demographical revolutions of the Czech Republic.

The renowned path of Charles Bridge

When the evening comes. The lights are on!

Observing the contrast of Praha is absolutely endless...

Praha Castle from far (view from the Charles Bridge)

A personal thankful note to Alden who had arranged everything from the beginning until the end - from hotel accommodation, flight booking, map reading, and to being a listener, a talker and a company. The trip was a colourful one. Full of energy. Full of wisdom. Full of knowledge sharing and full of observations. I could not stop snap as many pictures of Praha as I could. Thanks to my D60 and Alden's travelling adaptor. The city is too beautiful and having it's own persona. Maybe, it was my first time visiting the first Eastern European country, or may I call it as an 'exotic' country in many ways.

The famous clock

The artistic elements of this clock has a reach historical meaning

I did not put any initial perceptions or pre-judgment on Praha. So, in the flight, after having almost a one (1) hour cat nap, I read the Lonely Planet's Eastern Europe travel guide which Alden lent. As I flipped over the pages, I was so fascinated with the facts, analysis and guidance. Of all the experiences throughout my 3 days and 2 nights stint, I was most interested with the visit to the old-new Jewish Synagogue. Through my limited knowledge and observation, Jewish community has had a long history. But, what attracted me to visit the Synagogue is due to understanding the community's fate and struggles post World War and how they survived in times of adversity.

We spent touring inside the Synagogue for almost twenty (20) minutes. Alden and I posted questions that (in our opinion) making the lady tourist guide wonder "how on earth these two Asians know a lot of stuff about Jewish?" After the tour, she asked where we were from? In a short response: "Malaysia". Her eyes showed something unexplainable expression and she thought we were Japanese and it's quite rare to have tourists from Malaysia visiting the Synagogue. Further, she said, "Malaysia is an exotic country". My observation on the Synagogue parallelism seems bespoke with other religions that worshipped the books (Kitab) of revelations like "Taurah", "Injil" and the Holy "Al-Qur'an". I may not be an expert in theology or science of religion. But, what I could see from the naked eyes after the visit prompted me to know more about the Jewish community in other countries like in Poland or Hungary. Although the twenty (20) minutes observation was too short for such a conclusion, I have already indicated my next move to know them, when the time comes.

I always like this picture. It snowed during the second (2nd) day.

Temperature: -6 degrees Celcius!

The tram

The City Council's Gas indicator

The view on the way to Praha Castle

The guards

Where are you going?

I am a short Malaysian :)

Mozart Museum was closed. Sorry!

My Praha trip's observation began stronger during the second (2nd) and the third (3rd) day. The city's night was romantically serene through its majestic lamp posts' lights lighting the city. The Charles Bridge and the Praha Castle areas are listed under the UNESCO Heritage List. The old city brought me to appreciate how difficult the people in that century built such magnificent structures, statutes, buildings and bridges with precision, arty, detailed and crafty. I could not stop witnessing its splendid. The third (3rd) day of our adventure was a different one. We discovered the modern side of Praha via tram until Praha 5. That was the time where we could see the happening of the other side. English was rarely spoken. But, thanks to Alden's iPhone GPS and the map that guided all the way long. The plan to visit Mozart Museum was put on halt due to its temporary closure. Mozart seemed to have written some of his influential masterpieces in Praha (as it was told and written). Maybe, I might have a point to revisit Prague during Summer for the museum tour.

The theatre

I missed the bus!

The Hard Rock Cafe T Shirt collectors

Another different angle of Praha Castle

Lovely lights

Travelling with Alden would not be complete if Hard Rock Cafe is not in the list. We made it. Hooked a Hard Rock Praha T Shirt and a chat with the friendly staff there. Oh. Food in Praha is so authentic with its reasonable price and a recommendation. We tried many. Some of them, are exotic too. During the trip, I regret of not buying any crystal items / gifts for my dearly mom as she is a hard core admirer and collector of Bohemia crystal. I have promised myself that I would buy for her during my second (2nd) trip in summer. Overall, this first East European adventure is just the beginning for me to explore other countries. Next in the list would be Poland and Hungary. And, I should buy the Lonely Planet Guide of Eastern Europe (the latest edition) soon.

Bye -Bye AlBatros Hotel. I will meet you again in Summer!

To Praha and Alden, thanks for maturing my travelling experience. I am blessed.

Note: There are almost 400 pictures of my Praha adventures (mostly sceneries and objects) via Facebook. Do peek!

Skating at Somerset House

2010-01-30T18:07:00.002Z

Thanks very much to Eskandar for the free skating tickets at Somerset House, nearby The Strand. The skating ring was closed to the public after christmas. It was reopened via invitation only. For notation, Somerset House used to house London's matrimonial registrar (as narrated by Alden) and being one of the interesting spots in London. The East wing of Somerset House has been acquired by King's College London, that will house its administration office and the Law School, by summer 2011. King's College has been negotiating on the rights to acquire since 1829 - which is the longest negotiations in the history - one hundred and fifty (150) years! - the London Students' Newspaper reports.

The event was in conjunction with the team Great Britain's do for the coming Winter Olympic in Vancouver. It was my first time, skating, albeit, I fell down once. The Skate Marshall was kind enough to provide a quickie one (1) minute tutorial. Thanks also to Alden and Es for showing me the first basic lessons in skating as well.

We skated almost thirty (30) minutes and it was on Wednesday! (the midday of working days).

Have a good weekend folks!

Chocolate

2010-01-14T21:09:00.004Z

It is now the second (2nd) week of January of 2010.

The days before the second (2nd) week, I enjoyed the Roti Jala cooked by Fatin and Athirah. Thanks dearly to these ladies. Also, having had the first (1st) experience trying Jamaican food for breakfast at Brixton.

Roti Jala of Vauxhall, London :)

The Jamaican "Healthy Eaters" at Brixton. Recommended.

Time flies and killing me softly. The snow and cold made me pleasant too!

The water at Trafalgar Square turned ice!

There were many things happened, in between, since I shared the last posting. Besides occupying with the two (2) weeks PhD research methodology seminar at the Institute of Advanced of Legal Studies (IALS), I had the pleasant opportunity attending a tete-a'-tete session with the Honourable Deputy Prime Minister of Malaysia. Briefly, I am not narrating the experience here as it is readable at Alden's blog. The snippets in the media are also retrievable here. Overall, it was an informative one.

One may question why chocolate (as the post suggested) comes to mind.

It's a very interesting metaphor that I have learnt via the research workshop today. The Director of IALS was the teacher who shared with us how a researcher should be able to define, frame and strategise interviews - whether structured or semi-structured. The opening of his workshop was remarkably brilliant by giving different perspectives on how a researcher sees things. He brought a Cadbury Milk Chocolate and requested us to have it some, taste it and write how we describe, feel and express about the chocolate. The responses were mixed and varied. Almost 20 different responses. My conclusion: That is how, one sees and defines a particular research. That was the most useful lesson learnt. Sometimes, we do not see things physically as it is, but, we tend to see things differently as it is.

Putting that aside, my week has been very feeling and rich like a chocolate. The pictures tell and let the readers define why.

Compare the height of this Italian Ice cream and the pen!

Have a good week ahead folks!

Westfield, London

2010-01-02T22:37:00.001Z

Londoners were still in shopping mood and mode.

I was in Westfield accompanying some friends for their shopping. The sales seem to be on. Some, still, putting their further reductions and clearance advertisements. Westfield reminds me of a typical modern shopping mall like Pavillion, Mid-Valley, Suria KLCC and other big malls in Jakarta like Plaza Indonesia and Kelapa Gading Mall. The good thing about Westfield is that all high streets' brands and outlets are housed in one shopping mall. It's like a collections of shopping outlets of most visitable outlets in Oxford Street, Regent Street and Bond Street, in one roof.

Whilst walking, I saw Jom Makan. A Malaysian owned restaurant, which has opened it's third (3rd) branch in London. I knew this from a friend of mine who visited London last week and experienced dining there as well. I had tried Jom Makan's Chau Kue Tiaw and Sirap Bandung at the Trafalgar Square branch with a friend. Overall, it's okay, considering the London's appetite and standard. In terms of food review, and recommendation, I have to say that Tuk Din Restaurant in Paddington wins my vote.

I enjoyed the crowd and ambience. The reason to being in Westfield was just for a cup of Caramel Machiatto in Starbucks and being online :)

A relaxing way for a Saturday afternoon before the next Monday's research/reading/writing term starts.

The New Decade (2010)

2010-01-01T14:42:00.008Z

Alhamdulillah.

I am taking this opportunity to thank Allah endlessly, for giving me the wonderful 2009's experiences. It came with a package of humbling experience; positives, negatives and most importantly, a character building year.

The new decade has opened it's chapter, this time, in London.

I am humbly proud to be associated with London's atmosphere. May I say, the most colourful and vibrant city on earth where the world comes to experience. Last night fireworks' display, was considerably splendid and I enjoyed every bits and moments of it. Londoners, Europeans and tourists packed the crowd with joy, hopes and wishes.

As reiterated, 2009 was a year of humbling experience. A complete privilege. Brimful of ideas. Moments of tantalising and thrilling. And a nail bitting ones too. It was a year of pride, blessings and zen. I truly wish 2010 will immaculate the gaps of my previous new years' resolutions.

Whilst online today on Yahoo Messenger, a thoughtful Scottish friend of mine sent this on being courage and finding love:-

"to travel halfway round the world.. to a country where you are not a native speaker... to study in a language that has so many inconsistencies... and crazy grammar... to pursue a qualification that not many 'natives' could obtain... to do this whilst maintaining a job back home.. awith a close family so far away... it take quite a bit of courage... just in case you hadn't realised!

in the end.... it's your choice.. you can only hope to be loved... if you truly love yourself. We all have flaws... but deep down... are you a good man.. do you have the capacity to love yourself... and another human being. I know what i think... but it's your estimation that's important.

the only way to find it is to get out there.... it won't come knocking by mistake..."

Welcome to the new decade (2010)!

Food and Countdown of New Year's Eve

2009-12-31T22:44:00.030Z

The dinner

Thanks to Billingsgate Market. Fried Black Tiger Prawn

with garlic and cili api

Fatin's cooking

An attempt for the first time: Salmon Asam Pedas.

Trafalgar Square before the countdown

It's so chilly at the time: negative 2 degrees in central London

Borough Market and Leicester Square

2009-12-22T01:04:00.021Z

Last weekend, and to this day and date, the wintry weather is between 1 (one) - 3 (three) degrees in daytime and negative 1 (one) to negative 3 (three) in the evening. Snowfalls blanketed London for the past three (3) days. It was not that thick like the other parts of Britain. Yet, it has been a light snowfall and lovably blessed with sunny weather, in between.

The christmas mood in London is in ecstasy.

I had the opportunity to being in Borough Market (with Alden and Riedzal) for a brief tour last Saturday. This market is known for its organic stuff. You could find everything in organic. We also experienced eating the Oysters of Richard Howard's Oysters (the seventh generation oysterman from Mersea Island). The taste of Oyster is totally out of the world. Naturally juicy with a squeeze of lemonade and a drop of Tabasco on top. There are also exotic birds and hares for sale too. Something which is quite a rarity in a typical groceries or hypermarkets in London. After the tour, we had a strong Italian coffee session at NERO Coffee, before bumped into Alden's friends.

The next day, I killed the time capturing some pictures on the fun fair at Leicester Square. It reminded me of my childhood years going to one of the fun fairs in Malaysia. I was seven (7) years old, when my late father brought us to the first fun fair beside the Risda Building (now, the land is a white elephant - being an abandoned construction site). In Leicester Square's fun fair, I tried my luck to win an iPhone in the fun fair with an investment of five (5) Quid. But, I failed.

Maybe, I should hunt the iPhone during the coming boxing day.

And I am counting the days.

Being 33

2009-12-16T23:28:00.004Z

I have many dreams.

I have many unfulfilled dreams.

And I have the fulfilled dreams.

Thanks to Allah for the fulfilling dreams.

I am turning thirty three (33) years old today.

It's an age of being a mid-career person. It's an age where I am supposed to have been married or having adorable kids. It's an age where one is leading to a progressive career move. It's an age of transition before reaching forty (40), for the next seven (7) years. I remember, my friends, said, age is just number(s). It's like a calendar, it's numbered too. Whatever convictions people advocate about age, I think, the more I grow, the sensible and matured I will, and the more knowledge and experience I learn (in the process), the humble, I think, I should be. I can't thank enough everyone, the places that I have been, the air that I breathe and the diversity of experiences that immaculate my life. It's beautiful if I were to decompose it and extract every little peaces of it. It will, be an endless, sub-stories, of my memoir.

There are many inspiring, aspirational and visionary people that have shaped my thinking process, personality and outlook, as whom, I am today. There are too many to be mentioned here. These people are not only my parents, teachers, professors, bosses, leaders and friends. They are also the people that I do not know, directly or indirectly. I took their failures and achievements as my self-motivation. Throughout the thirty three (33) years of life, I have experienced failures. I have also experienced intense moments, demotivation, and imminently, successes. And I always look back what and how I achieved that, and thus, attempt to improve it towards my character building. Prayers to Allah, of course, plays a very indispensable role in achieving the pursuits of my dreams. Endless thanks to Allah for everything. Amien.

I have undergone bittersweet moments. There are many to utter. I have also undergone many transformational experiences in life. It's something unexplainable. The people that I have met from my childhood years, teenage years, undergraduate years, postgraduate year, working years and now, in London, have made me realise that, without them; I could not be so strong and so adamant to being whom I am today. In 2006, I jotted down the 30 accomplishments and failures, when I was in Glasgow, Scotland. In 2007, I narrated how I felt to cross the thirty (30) years of age border. In 2008, I did not write anything, but sharing how thankful I was by having supporting friends around the globe. On this date, I am so thankful to Allah for giving me the breathe and strength to lead this life dearly.

Being Thirty Three (33), for me, is a pursuit towards maturity. Especially, living in the city where the world comes: London. Especially, when I am learning the nuts and bolts of my PhD research, in great depth and alacrity. Especially, when I am experiencing new discoveries of soft skills that schools or universities did not teach. And especially, when I am reminding myself that I must keep on walking and running steadily until the 'finishing line'. On this day, I have no specific wish as my wishes are embedded in my prayers [secretly]. And hopefully, the wishes and the dreams will come true. Sincerely, I thank you all for the wishes and prayers that poured (in any means - texts, facebooks and emails).

Welcome to the age of thirty three (33) gentleman!

From the whisper: I wish my late father [after his fourteen (14) years of demise] could witness what and how I have progressed in life, thus far. Al-Fatihah.

Love,

Noriswadi Ismail

London

"Chilling Effect"

2009-12-14T11:30:00.019Z

Thanks Alden for cooking!

At crossharbour Lotus Restaurant,

as background

The Cambridge Alumnus

Dr. Priti & Alden

The crowd enjoying the Karoeke

X Factor talents!

Alden's colleague, Cambridge Alumnus,

now, a PhD research student in UCL

Final snap before heading home

Tony with the X Factor's fans

The dining mates

Smile and cheese

Before the dinner begins

The Lilian Penson Hall's dining

What I did?

Since Friday until Sunday; dining, party and luncheon prevailed.

Good food. Good people. Good ambience and good chatty moments. Most of these events took place in various occasions, mostly in London. These experiences have had shaped my confidence, motivation and inspiration differently as well. Last night, after having a sumptuous Hainan Chicken rice cooked by Alden, I watched the X Factor's final and the Susan Boyle's I Dreamed A Dream: The Susan Boyle Story

Last week and this week will be the final week of winter term for most Britain's universities. Then, next year (2010), everyone will start afresh with new dreams, hopes and wishes. For the coming Christmas break and boxing day, I will be in London. And my dream to plan for a weekend escapism to Paris has been temporarily halted due to "pricing" factor. Anyway, there will be still coming months to suit the best plan and deal.

How's my research going?

I will be hibernating myself in Vauxhall - finalising my articles prior to Christmas. There will be two articles (currently, being written and researched), for a presentation: one, in Glasgow and the another one, is in Vienna. On a related development, my article on RFID, has been accepted for a publication soon (in 2010). You may retrieve the abstract here. Oh. My supervisor has been recently appointed as the Board member of UK's Press Complaints Commission. Congratulations to him! I will be meeting him for a supervision meeting on 10 January 2010, a week after 2010's opening calendar. I am pleased to have been associated with such an authoritative person in my PhD research study. Few weeks before, he launched his book on Media Law & Practice where I attended the event at Queen Mary, Centre for Commercial Law Studies.

What's my plan for the coming week?

Putting these priorities aside for a while, I hope to explore and shop around crazily during boxing day. I hope, it will be a "white, snowy christmas" in London as weather forecast seems to state that it will be snowing for the next couple of days. If it proves foreseeable, I will be amongst the first person to grab my NIKON D60, and to capture the moment.

I am still recovering myself from last weekend chilling effect. Help!

Note: Chilling effect in this post does not bear any legal or business or scientific definition(s). However, it is meant to being metaphorically applied via creative writing :)

Irene, Kenya San and Richard Susskind

2009-12-11T23:47:00.002Z

Alden san and Kenya san

The dinner

At SOAS' entrance

Irene, Alden and I during Eidul Adha dinner

Irene and her doner

As the title suggests, I purposely wrote the names to narrate my recent meet up with these people:-

Irene

She is Alden's friend, whom I have known, via Alden back in 2006. I did not have such proper and quality time to be able to dine or lunch with her in Malaysia (in between 2007-2009). But, this time, she was in London for a two(2) weeks tour. We dined a few times and talked many issues ranging from career to racism in Malaysia, with Alden. The topic and discussions are very much open and it did not touch any of our sensitivities. I thank you Alden, for introducing me to Irene. Alden and Irene also attended my Eidul Adha dinner in London. Thanks for coming and I duly hope you enjoyed the typical Malaysian cuisine :) See you next year in London and may I wish the best for her mega project in the golden triangle.

Kenya San

He is one of my close colleagues when I was in Strathclyde Law School learning experience in Glasgow. The friendship remains lasting until today. He was in London for couple of days. He was in Oxford as well to solicit information on his proposed MBA enrollment sometime in 2011 or 2012. And I had the opportunity to meet him for lunch at the School of Oriental and African Studies' refectory. I hosted a dinner for him and made an impromptu call to Alden to join the dinner too. Alden finally made it and by coincidence, Kenya san's hometown in Nigata, Japan, is the place where Alden did his first two (2) years of foundation prior to the MBA programme. It is, indeed, a small world. When I told Kenya san that I will be attending the much awaiting talk by Professor Richard Susskind during our lunch meet up, he directly emailed Richard Susskind of my intention to meet him after the talk at the London School of Economics. For notation, Kenya san had met Professor Richard Susskind several times, in several occasions. I am so impressed, with Kenya san's expeditious action. Although I was not able to meet Richard, however, by attending the talk and listening to his thoughts, have had inspired me to being like him for the next five (5) to ten (10) years.

Professor Richard Susskind OBE

His opinions, thoughts and predictions in law and technology are ambitiously balanced and provoking in many ways. His recent book on "The End of Lawyers? - rethinking the nature of legal services" has encompassed on how lawyers should be very much innovative and creative in multi-outsourcing. In his talk at LSE, which I attended on 8 December 2008, LSE. Hong Kong Theatre, he advocated on how the "Bespoke" model of practising law will be gradually transforming towards commoditisation. You may inquisitively listen to this podcast here. One of the notions that I admire is the trend of non-legal firms, which are interested to manage legal services in Britain. This is due to the potential of legal market that could be commoditised like how other typical consultancy firms and investment banks today. In the future, there will be Business Process Outsourcing companies that manage certain aspects of legal services such as legal risk management, legal project management, legal process analyst, legal knowledge experience and other related legal things.

I aim to contact him in due time regarding my thoughts and opinions, especially, how the cloud computing environment will affect the transformation on how lawyers work and how would clients react upon it? Maybe, he will have his pragmatic insights.

NACRA 2009

2009-12-10T22:11:00.014Z

This picture was snapped by Mr. Sudharmin,

- the Annual Report preparation;

during the odd hours, April 2009.

The Assistant General Counsel &

The Corporate Communications Manager

(during the NACRA 2009 dinner gala)

Sweet smiling senses

Some of the team members, posing with NACRA 2009 plaque.

I am so elated to have learnt that HeiTech Padu Berhad 2008 Annual Report team clinched the National Annual Corporate Report Award 2009 last week. I wanted to write about it, but due to research and preparation for my presentation yesterday (9 December 2009), I had to rethink to blog about it (today).

Sometime in 2008, I passionately shared how the team clinched the first winning under the Industrial Products and Technology category for the first time. It was our inaugural achievement. Prior to that, we started the winning 'journey' in 2005, 2006 and 2007 under the Certificate of Merit category.

Through the winning, we had received many uttered remarks; the good ones, the cynical ones and the ironic ones. At times, we received positive and constructive feedbacks, praises, jealousy and mixed reactions. Some, said, "it is just an award!, What did you get from it? (cynically)". Some said, "so, what?" and some said, "well maybe, we are too disclosure-based in our reporting". I made myself "dumb" and "death" on those mockeries. Putting those remarks aside, and treat them as a norm, I always believe the award makes us (the team) so pleased, satisfied in pushing our motivation higher and to the highest level that we could reach.

On a professional front, winning that award means a pride, an achievement and an anecdotes of corporate experience, plus, learning many leadership lessons. The team familiar face that has been working for the report, since the past five (5) years, amongst others, is no other than Rosman Kamar. Now, heading the Corporate Communications team of the Company. I have seen his tremendous achievements in many areas and capacities, not only as a friend, but also as a professional executive who is down to earth, yet with substance. People may not realise that he is a shining diamond within the broken glasses. But, I foresee that he is, in fact, a testimony of a lump coal that has been transformed being a diamond!

As I write, I am dedicating a heartfelt appreciation and thankfulness to the capable men and women who have made HeiTech Padu Berhad, clinching the award for the second (2nd) time in the row. Congratulations! (millions of it, from my heart, all the long way from London). The details, and list of winners is retrievable here.

Overall, the award would be almost impossible to be clinched without the support from Yg Bhg Datuk Mohd Hilmey Mohd Taib, the Board, the senior management and HeiTech's stakeholders who had given strong support throughout the three (3) months period - from draft mode, to proof reading mode and to publication mode. Also, Messrs Ismail & Associates Sdn. Bhd., the Agency that worked through midnights and early mornings with us. I am personally proud to being the part and parcel of this legacy. Thank you all for the teamworking, the experience and the challenges. We did it!

Pictures are downloaded via Mr. Sudharmin's facebook.

Oxford's omnipresence

2009-12-02T09:28:00.019Z

I was in Oxford yesterday. My first time.

Andriani, a PhD colleague of Greece who studied in Oxford for her first Masters, greeted me warmly as soon as I arrived at the station. It is, indeed, a peaceful city to study. The colleges within the University are scattered within the city itself, and that, have made Oxford so majestically prestigious. We were in the Boldleain Law Library until 8pm. Worthy a visit for writing and researching.

I told Andriani that there was a strong tradition that touched me during the library admission's registration. After sorting out the papers, a very nice lady librarian requested me to read an oath, to undertake that I shall be responsible with the rules and regulations and do not destroy any books and materials of the library. And guess what, she opened a folder and flipped over the papers in the folder. She showed me the paper that is written in "Bahasa Malaysia" and favoured me to read the oath.

That itself, is, unique. The Bahasa Malaysia version of the oath was translated by a linguistic Professor in Oxford, who has been travelling and researching on the South East Asia history. The translation, was also verified by a Malaysian research student. I did not have the chance to ask who is that translator is, as I was so enticed with the lady's explanation. After uttering the oath, she said, normally, all new applicants are favoured to read the oath, best, using their own mother tongue languages. It's a tradition in Boldleain. I smiled and said "Madam, Boldleain should preserve and maintain this tradition, its memorably unique". Then, I happily took my borrowing card (that expires until September 2013).

I had the privilege to being in Balliol College. Thanks to Ian as well. He works at the College in a management position. I could not stop listening to his historical narration of every single pieces of information that surround Balliol's ambience. We went to the dining hall, the library, the bar, the chapel and the gardens. For the record, Balliol has had produced several British Prime Ministers and the US cabinet ministers. The students in Balliol, are stiffly competitive and notable in their sports. One of them is rowing.

A tour in Balliol is already enough for me. As Ian rightly put, the colleges have similar feature and the difference is merely on its year of foundation. Historically, Balliol was founded in 1200s. One of the earliest, and arguably, the oldest. Coincidentally, the Balliol's Director, is one of the Professors in the Oxford Institute of Internet - the centre which I am applying for my summer doctoral programme in 2010.

Having lunch in Balliol's hall is already a blessing. The ambience, mood and air was totally different. I was surrounded with bright and sexy brains. One of them, was Ian, himself. He is a Chemistry degree and DPhil holder of Balliol, and has been working in the college for 20 years.

Oxford is omnipresent.

After 60 days

2009-11-30T12:28:00.017Z

Love!

Hope!

Joy!

Peace!

What a portrait. May she is happy with the angels

During intermission of 15 minutes

This snap is quite good (actually)

Les Miserables as a background

Alden's Birthday Dinner - with Eskandar, Irene and Matthew

Alden's hand in zooming mode :)

Nique and friends, enjoying Princi's food

The smiling senses, whilst dinner

It's too dark!

And, finally, the faces! :)

My self-report card seems to be like a Bourse's graph.

Sometimes, the mood is very high, sometimes, it's low, sometimes it's stagnant and sometimes it's steady. That reflects what I have been going through in London. But, I have been appreciating every single moment and time. And I learned many mistakes too, with the hope, I will improve myself to being ambitiously a better person.

On academic (research front), I have read and collated many new things. The more I read, the little knowledge I have. Eventually, this is common for a PhD research student. And I hope my other friends are in the same boat (read: maybe). Or else, I will need to do a very serious reality check. I have met my supervisor thrice. And soon, the fourth time, this coming December prior to the winter break. My abstract has been accepted for a presentation in the Malaysia-Glasgow Doctoral Colloquium. Alhamdulillah. I have had some contacts that are willingly to provide some hints for my Oxford Institute of Internet's Summer Doctorol Programme 2010 attempt and paradoxically, research is steadily on track. Thanks to my family and friends in Malaysia for their prayers and motivation, ideally to London, the people, the internet, the array of library resources, my PhD peers and of course to Allah, for giving me such a pink of health for this pursuit.

It has been almost 66 days I have settled down in London. Too many anecdotes to share with. But most importantly, I have met many new friends, new contacts and that increased my competencies gradually. I learnt through my senses and observations. The language, the attitude, the scenes, the air, the breadth and everything. There are too many to mention.

Last Friday, I modestly celebrated Eidul Adha with friends in Vernon House, Vauxhall. We enjoyed the get together, albeit, the small space. Thanks to the people who popped in. Two (2) weeks before, Nique and friends, Alden and Irene, had 'paused' my research day with the plays. We watched STOMP and Les Miserables. I truly recommend these two masterpieces. It's excellent! captivating! and absolutely fantastic!

December will open its calendar soon.

I will be heading to the prestigious Oxford University's library: Bodleian Law Library tomorrow (Tuesday, 1 December 2009). It will be my first time and hopefully, I will secure complimentary inspirations that can add to my current reading and research. It will be another 30 days, we will be leaving 2009.

I, once, was in the loo of the School of Oriental and African Studies. Usually, when I am in the loo, I will think for ideas or at least reading something. But, I had no books or articles with me. Then, I read this short script on the wall that was written, as read:-

"Calendars should be banned, as they are just invented numbers"

I think, that statement is arguably and partly true :)

Saturday's Snapshots

2009-11-09T16:36:00.018Z

The christmas lights were switched on!

John Lewis's store in glittery gold

Debenham's in red

Oxford Circus Station knows no business :)

Oxford Circus Station (again)

It was 5pm when I snapped this

Piccadilly Circus from far

Who is that?

This was at 4pm.

At the St Paul's small gardens

The benches

The best curry laksa in London!

I was so glutton?

The pride of London's icon: Double Deckers

At The Royal Exchange Square

Started my morning day with a Turkish breakfast :)

Every Londoners would have agreed that last Saturday was lovely. The sun. The clear skies. And the shopping. Above all, I enjoyed the restaurant hopping with Alden - from a Mediterranean breakfirst, to a Continental lunch (read: TWICE) and we almost caught ourselves for Dim Sum and Japanese in between.

I was too devoted with my snapshots of London from the morning until evening. Amongst all, I particularly like the street shots. Some have been uploaded via my Facebook album. The remaining ones are the "save the best for last" version :) - maybe.

On Sunday, London's weather was gloomy. The sun showed her face just less than fifteen (15) minutes. But, it was already a blessing. This year, I did not experience the Guy Fawkes and Bonfire Night because of light showers. So, Sunday was just being in-house and relaxing. Facebooking ruled most of my time and it ended up on what/which recipe is to be used for the Salmon that I bought at Billingsgate Market. There were mixed responses on that. The recipes range from pasta, localised Malaysian dishes and in fact, leading to "Tempoyak" preparation to be cooked with Salmon as gravy. It sounds yummy. Tempoyak here refers to the fermented durian "flesh" that is preserved for a certain period (ideally, one (1) to two (2) weeks). It's best to cook with fish and anchovies.

And now, I am thinking what to cook for tonight. Emmmm.

Billingsgate Market

2009-11-02T11:57:00.015Z

The gentlemen and their "catch"

We did not buy this, maybe next month :)

Thompson Fish (also known as ikan cencaru) :)

Mr/Mrs Lobster, you will be cooked next weekend! :)

See the background landscape: rows of corporate offices

Billingsgate Market opens six (6) days a week.

The location, which is situated beside modern buildings of Canary Wharf's financial hub is a stark contrast. Meaning: on one side, you could see the modern and steeled arrogant corporate offices and the other side, you could see the nestled market and the wharf. Modern and traditional blends. Something, which I'm loving it.

Weather was rainy and gloomy. Not a good day to start our Saturday early in the morning. The plan to being in the market, as early as six (6) or seven (7) was misled by our misdirection. We took the wrong bus route that almost bringing us to Zone 3 (Tooting Station). Luckily, Alden guided us the way. So, we took a tube from Tooting Station via Northern Line and stopped at Waterloo Station to meet up with Alden. From Waterloo Station, we hiked the Jubilee Line and stopped at Canary Wharf station. In terms of duration, we spent almost three (3) hours on the road - in which, we could technically hop in a bus to Nottingham! (Note that, the Nottingham Games were also held on that day - it's the biggest yearly games for Malaysian students studying in Britain - but, we opted not to go due to this "market obligations").

We arrived almost a quarter to eight (8). Which means, we could only spend another fifteen (15) minutes to "catch" the fresh seafood. Spent almost 20-30 minutes, seeing, touching, talking and finally buying the seafood. It's cheap! The gentlemen have made the point to being here at least, once per week or every fortnightly. That's ambitious. Maybe we should take turn to tune the alarm clock at 5.00am. It's challenging but rewarding :)

Today, whilst opening the freezer, realised that the seafood consumption can last until two (2) months. Or maybe a month.

The seafood (month) has arrived! :)

The PHD Comics Talk

2009-10-29T00:16:00.013Z

I am unsure who/what is Barts? Emmm,

I need to locate the reference :)

Thumbs up to the new facilities. It's world class!

This is an image of 'underground' lights?

This is how 6pm looks like

It's getting darker and darker

I was one of the early birds.

All the sits were occupied 15 minutes later.

The Opening Slide :) It's cool!

After quite a day of learning, I paused for a break. This time, attending a seminar (it's actually a casual talk) in the beautiful, modern interior design theatre at Queen Mary Whitechapel's campus (where most medical students and Doctors are based).

The talk changed my perception (in some way) on PHD.

Jorge Cham is a PhD holder from Stanford University and having his postdoctoral research qualification from California Institute of Technology. Both, Ivy League [correction: not Ivy League, but one of the leading Engineering Schools in the US]. He is smart, witty, jovial and cool. He started his cartoonist works when he was in Stanford, and until today, PhD students around the world has been following this as their daily "reading list".

I was so fortunate to have had attended this talk, although it was held at the Perrin Lecture Theatre, The Barts and London School of Medicine and Dentistry, Queen Mary, University of London today. The theatre was almost packed with postgraduate researchers and even, some professors and numbers of undergraduate students. His talk and slides were awesome and hilariously hellish! :) I would recommend, anyone (and / or any of my PhD colleagues in the UK, US or Australia to attending this solid 1 hour talk). You could just retrieve his next tour on his website. Indeed, no regrets at all. You will discover why later.

Briefly, he relates his PhD experiences and other bits and peaces of outsiders' experiences in comical ways. It's something refreshing. I, personally, may say that 80% of the cartoons' conversations, mockeries and well-cynically innuendo images reflect some realities. It fits our learning and psychological circle / pattern. In his talk, he derives a practicable formula on procrastination, the motivator meter, and the age of thesis formula. He really, really, really deserves a BIG applause from us, the attendees that evening. And we did - generously giving him a BIG applause.

To Jorge Cham, keep on moving as who you are today. You are making the PhD world more interesting and colourful as the rainbows. He also shared his recent encounter on "being detained" HERE.

End note: Jorge Cham is currently touring around selected Universities to deliver his casual talk. You may check it HERE. Enjoy!

Lincoln's Inn Library

2009-10-28T00:47:00.006Z

A quick snapped photo of the front building

of Lincoln's Inn (via E75)

One of the Chambers in Lincoln's Inn - the place where

Barristers bear their legal minds for justice

When I was in the library, I secretly snapped

this. Stephen Mason is a distinguished and respectable barrister in

all aspects of Technology Laws and Regulations

Thanks to my senior PhD colleague of Denmark, who brought me to the Lincoln's Inn Library.

Initially, I was a little bit reluctant because the library of Inns of Courts are only opened to (read: MEMBERS ONLY). So, a PhD research student (fresher) like me is totally unqualified. Unless, I am reading within the chambers of these Inns. The privilege of being in this library, for the first time, was speechless and a pride. My friend told me that there are lavatories that are meant for (read: BARRISTER ONLY). I smiled. It's their pride and it's their class, stature and dogma :) Being quite-an-illegal visitor, I braved myself to being in the library. It turned to be a quality one.

The silence and serene is angelic. We could only hear the sounds and voices of the Barristers' footsteps and an old librarian lady, who was so dedicated accommodating to the request of Barristers and Trainees (Pupils-In-Chambers).

Within an hour, I had had familiarised with its ambience. The textbook bay is easily located. The cases and law journals are arranged systematically within the old polished racks. It's splendidly majestic from my naked eyes. When my eyes were fatigue to read, I exercised by looking around; witnessing how busy the barristers, pupils and visitors photocopying, reading, researching and even, contemplating their thoughts. Maybe, one of them, or, some of them, will need to complete their written affidavit or submission to be filed within the Royal Courts of Justice. Or maybe, they lost the case, or appeal or won the case, or appeal and potentially anticipate what shall be the best charge to their clients :) It's cool to witnessing them.

The excellent bit is it's online research that is easily retrievable. It has all precedents, international journals which cover commonwealth and civil law jurisdictions. This is the place I want to be, for my hibernation: thesis writing.

Thanks Lincoln's Inn in inspiring me.

Chilled

2009-10-25T23:58:00.009Z

The arches are edgy

The Stables Market Entrance - its history is unfolded

The flea market version

"I almost bought a Dr. Martens' shoes, but, need to await for Boxing Day :)"

The Stables' "Official" Emblem

I am chilled.

Friday night in London with Alden was great. We spent our chill out moments in Princi , at 135 Wardour Street, London (an Italian restaurant which is owned by a Hong Kong tycoon). As narrated by Alden, this tycoon has other chains of michelin class restaurants throughout London. We enjoyed the cakes. But I would revisit to try their array of Italian offerings, during lunch or dinner.

My sunny Sunday at Camden Town was another great one. It was a fulfilling weekend spent. The tourist attraction of Camden Town is the Stables Market. A place to eat good and affordable foods, to bargain antiques and to consider shopping everything under the sun (if one is bored of the high streets sales in Oxford Street or Regent Street, London). I would recommend anyone to visit Camden Town. I may tick this place (in the loop for boxing day).

At this hour onwards, the UK time has been made one (1) hour late. It will be dark by five (5) and six (6) in the afternoon. Some adjustment needs to be made, though, the difference of an hour late gives advantage for me to sleep for an additional one (1) hour :) Thinking about it, I think, it's just the same.

These are some carefully selected pictures that were snapped in both days (Friday and Sunday). Courtesy to Alden and Rizal. Thanks both.

Have a great Monday and fulfilling weekdays (ending this October with grace) everyone! :)

Cheers

Noris

Vauxhall, London

Learning in London.

2009-10-22T22:49:00.008+01:00

Charterhouse Square - the greens at Queen Mary's

Bart & London School of Medicine and Dentistry

The autumn leaves on Russell Square's greens

Posing at the Queen's Building; the iconic structure of

Queen Mary, University of London

Before writing this, I said: "It's chilly. The weather is chillier at night, but not as chilly as Glasgow" :) - and that was my first UK experience, back in 2006/2007.

Now I am back, this time, at the UK capital: LONDON. This is the time of my life, to achieve what I have been dreaming for.

After one (1) month of gap, I am almost (completely) settled down in London. Another (critical) reason of this late update is also due to FB (read: Facebooking). It's addictive. Sometimes, I must put a discipline not to opening FB in the morning, but it should be: after having read, researched and written my works :)

There are many things to tell about London. It's a city of everything. Vibrant. Dynamic. Modern. Fast. Trendy. Furious. Sexy. Ironic, too.My life in London starts with the tube, being the pratical mode of transportation. The sensitivities, sounds and smells of London are so unique. Unspeakable. Untold. Untouched. That persuaded me to venture into an amateurish hobby - photography via NIKON D60.

My fully furnished home, in Vauxhall, is just a stone throw away to Thames River. Thanks to Alden for closing the deal with the landlord. Virgin Media's broadband connection and cable TV is speedy, thus far. Quality of service is up to my mark.

Vauxhall is a pleasant neighbourhood, it's governance is under the Borough of Lamberth. There are overall 27 Boroughs throughout London. In Malaysia, we may call it as City Council (Majlis Perbandaran). Every morning, as I walk to the tube station, I heard many spoken dialects besides English. Same in the tube too. But the most commonly heard are Chinese, Portuguese, Italian, French, Japanese, Hindi, Arabic and some Eastern European dialects too. TESCO is just five (5) minutes walk from home. And if one walks further, it will bring you to Kennington. Oh, the Oval Cricket Stadium is just five (5) minutes walk too. I plan to watch cricket during summer (emmm, I should rethink whether it should be cricket or lawn tennis at Wimbledon).

The Londoners walks very fast whilst in and out the tube stations. It reminds me of the Japanese. The only difference is the Japanese stops when there is red light. In contrast, the Londoners and "I" walked :) Walking is my daily exercise. A thirty (30) to forty five (45) minutes walk will bring me to Central London: Oxford Street, Regent Street, Leicester Square, Chinatown, Covent Garden, The Big Ben, Westminster Abbey and Downing Street. It's pleasant to walk during sunny time/minute. Note that the sun goes out and shows it's shine just for a while in the UK (it's typical British weather).

My day-to-day tube lines are; Victoria and Holborn. Sometimes, I take District, Picadilly and Circle. If Victoria line is under maintenance on weekends, I take the alternate; Nothern Line. I guess, it will take at least three (3) to six (6) months to be very much competent in experiencing all lines. As I write, I have not experienced any strike(s) by Transport For London (TfL) yet. TfL is the company which manages all tube and intra commuting means within London. But, currently, The Royal Mail (akin to Pos Malaysia) has embarked on its strike, starting today. I am unsure when it would cease as daily reports learnt that it may be a few weeks prior to Christmas. That's long.

In London, newspapers are free. I mean, the lighter version of newspapers like; LITE, METRO and THE EVENING STANDARD. I have been enjoying that privilege as a foreigner. Especially whilst in the tube or hiking a bus.

On academic front, I am pleased to have learnt endless pursuits in learning. London Universities have special connections, privileges and accessibilities due to its strong roots, tradition, reputation and research rigor. I am based in Lincoln's Inn Fields at Holborn, where all legal firms and the Royal Court of Justices are located. A five (5) minutes walk from Holborn station shall direct me to the London School of Economics and Political Sciences and King's College London, at Strand. A ten (10) minutes walk will bring me to the British Museum and Russell Square, where I normally frequent for research at the Institute of Advanced Legal Studies. Surrounding the building are University College London, Birkbeck College, University of London, The Senate House and School of Oriental and African Studies. It's indeed a hub of knowledge. Within a day, I could see the academic zest, the free public seminars and events, walk in lunch time musical performances and lectures. It's just a matter to pick and choose which suits my interest. Sometimes, I have chosen something which is cross discipline so that I could view and learn things from other perspectives. Within a month, I have attended talks and lectures in Imperial Business School at South Kensington, London School of Economic and Political Science's lecture and of course my University's; Queen Mary.

As for now, I am occupied with researching, reading and contemplating my topic. The period of three (3) to six (6) months is the most indispensable one. Meaning: an exploratory stage. As my dynamic and excellent supervisor advised; create the boundary and bookmark for the topic. Then, develop the research from thereon. My PhD seniors have been handy and helpful too. They encourage us (the first year PhD researchers) like their own family. The ties are strong and new friendship has blossomed, adding to my new lists of contacts.

Putting aside academic stuff, I am thinking of watching theatre. Loads of play and it's a matter of reading the preview. Sometimes, one can read the preview at the tube station's advertisement rows. At present, there are two (2) pre-planned itinerary to watching theatre with friends, sometime in November. I look forward to that. Oh, there's another one: to survey the best deal for a bicycle - I think, it's best to discover London by cycling - it's greener :)

I think this brief post shall and has reactivated my story telling to: Learning in London, for the next three (3) years. Folks, wish me the best and do pray for my endeavours to be glaringly fruitful, novel and aplomb. In the meantime, I thank everyone who has had put strong notes of motivation by any means.

Autumn Cheers!

Noris

Vauxhall, London

Endnotes: The pictures above are imported from my Facebook Albums. Will attempt to snap and post the new ones soon.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1430H

2009-09-19T11:07:00.004+01:00

To my fellow bloggers and muslims worldwide; Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin 1430H. I will be leaving for London during the first night of eid (MH2 to LHR). Do pray the best for my PhD pursuits and learning in London for 3 years. I will miss all of you in Malaysia and Indonesia. Do keep in touch via facebook, blog, e-mail, myspace, sms, mobile, yahoo messenger and any means (reachable).

Love

Noriswadi Ismail

Mohd Rezal Haron; A Brief Tribute

2009-09-13T04:44:00.007+01:00

I would always remember this date: 09.09.09. (19 Ramadhan 1430H)

I was in Jakarta, Indonesia and whilst finalising my next meet-up-list friends before my departure (which includes Rezal, also known as, Chalok), I was saddened by his immediate demise on that date in the holy month of Ramadhan. It was on 2 September 2009, I last confirmed to plan for an iftar with Allahyarham. I felt aback, guilty and inconsolable. Facebook had made me to discover that I have lost a dearly friend, a promising lawyer and a resourceful person. A special mention to Sharun Nizam Misan for breaking the news. I wish I could be physically present in Malaysia. But, failed.

Too many trails, annecdotes and stories to tell on Allahyarham. He, like other of my colleagues, is on the zenith of his career; made himself as a partner of a legal firm in late 20s and shared with me some of his working and life inspirations. Allahyarham, as I have known him since the matriculation years in my Alma Matter until our last meet up; sometime a year back, has had gone through a tremendous life journey. The sweetness. The bitter ones. The learning memories and the inspirational one too. I may not be the rightful person to pen this tribute, (nevertheless) I think, it's best for me to express some of my generic hiding thoughts (for the time being).

Having blessed with a lovely wife, three adorable kids and quality life, that is what I could summed up whenever we met up at The Dome Cafe, KLCC. He felt so grateful and hoped to move on his life.

There was one time, sometime in 2008, Muhammad Dahlan Berhan and I paid a visit at Allahyarham's new house. We were impressed and touched with Allahyarham and Elly's hospitality although the visit was an unplanned one. His children are his crown jewels. His happinness was vividly potrayed. And his tenacity was beyond everything.

There was one time or perhaps, many times, during the matriculation years, we studied together for revision, notes review and having lunch and dinner. There was one time, we (the Law School Batch of 2000 or the Millennium Batch) went to the very first wedding of our friend, Megat, and having Allahyarham, pictured together with us - making his appearance (outfit) slightly similar to an unknown kid. It broke the laughter and smile. There were many times, Allahyarham assisted me whenever his opinions and views were soughtly after - not only on social terms, but also on professional terms. There were many times during our Alma matter breaks, we spent time with my family, his sister and his hometown. There were many times, Allahyarham shared with me his predicaments in life.

It was a life for him. It was the greatest gift for him. It was the moments of his life too. To dearly Elly, Allayharham has left wonderful and sound legacy of life. His friends have had the history. You and the children has had the present and future. And Allah has his soul.

I am (indeed) lost of words. Allah [the Greatest] loves him more than anyone else. May Allahyarham rest in peace.

Obituary notes posted on the Malaysian Bar Council Website is also readable here.

Al-Fatihah.

Noriswadi Ismail
Jakarta, Indonesia
13 September 2009 (23 Ramadhan 1430H)

Merdeka. Malaysia. Myself.

2009-08-31T15:41:00.007+01:00

To all Malaysians: Happy 52nd Birthday!

I am proud to be a Malaysian. But sometimes, I have been questioning myself whether I (really, exceedingly and overwhelmingly) understood my country's history. The truth is; in general, but not, in particular. What has made me to ponder this was when I attended the Kursus Kewarnegaraan Biro Tata Negara sometime in July, organised by the Biro Tata Negara, under the Prime Minister's Department. Throughout the five (5) days learning, I had discovered many unfolded and untold historical facts of Malaysia. My question is; but why? A colleague of mine, who happened to be from the National Archive shared this sentiment - there are always reasons why the ruling government may not want to disclose these facts. It's all about racial integration, sensitivity and peace. I started to ponder the next step, but why and until when these unwritten historical facts should [not] be unveiled? She kept quiet. Perhaps, a highly classified information. Period.

I remember when I was small, my late father sent me to a chinese pre-elementry school (known as SJK (C) Lai Meng, Jalan Ampang). I was the only malay in the class. I experienced the basic chinese culture in many forms. I did not have the difficulty to mix around and wisely, the teachers were very concern about the meals that I ate - although I did not care, at that time. But, as I grew up, I realised that during that time (the early 80s), racial integration was intact. Then, my late father sent me to a private school - Sekolah Sri Inai, Hulu Kelang. I went through a three (3) year learning process with Indian, Chinese and Malay students. Even, with caucasian too. I attempted to understand why my late father was willingly to pay very high schooling fee for four (4) of our siblings. I began to understand it after twenty (20) years - that took a long time. Meaning: after I graduated from my Alma matter, International Islamic University Malaysia, I had seen the real "world": of integration.

During my chambering months, I was attached to Messrs Khaw & Partners, a well-known corporate firm with international standing. The partners had had provided me a strong training ground in many areas of work - their approaches were based on "Sun Tzu Art of War" philosophy. It was in the year 2001. Alas, I was the only Malay pupil in the firm, mixing around with diversity of indian, chinese and international clients - where most of the chambering files I was handling (under my master's supervision) are from South East Asia, Australia, UK, Hong Kong and Germany. I felt great with the knowledge gained. I could not see any discrimination at all throughout the early working phase of my professional career.

I, then, joined Messrs Michael Chai & Co, a reputable intellectual property (IP) boutique firm that handles an array of corporate litigation, conveyancing and banking works - where IP is the base of everything. That was the time where I contributed the gained knowledge to the firm. Again, I was the only Malay legal assistant, mixing around with other Chinese and Indian counterparts. We had great time exchanging our views and even shared our stories in the pantry and during lunch. My stint in the firm was not that too long particularly because I wanted to explore the corporate world. Prior to that, I took a six (6) months break to reskill myself in practical ICT matters as my focus is very much on intellectual property, cyber laws, technology and telecommunications. The learning period of six (6) months with my other bumiputera counterparts was totally a different environment. Perhaps, I felt a little bit eccentric when I always challenge people's views and having accepted other people's constructive criticsm openly. It was indeed, another level of racial integration within the Malay race.

Subsequently, my eight (8) years, to-date corporate experience within a leading ICT company, where the composition of workers is almost 90% bumiputera, has given me a profound impression. It comes through magnitude, multitude and hybrid experiences. What have had I achieved and attained is part and parcel of my natural learning on racial integration. Till now, I have always said this to myself: Excellence, Smartness, Dynamism, Leadership and Productivity has nothing to do with race. It comes from an attitude! Well, some of my colleagues may not agree, but I tend to agree this into a larger scale. The latter was well illustrated when I did my Masters of Laws in Information Technology & Telecommunications Law in Strathclyde Law School, as a British Chevening Scholar. The UK experience has changed my perceptions on racial integration very much. My first time visit in London had given me the answer on racial integration at global level. Prior to that, my Japanese training experience, has added to my testimony of racial integration too.

My travelling experience - whether personal or official, has also made me realise how grateful I am, when looking back the rationale of pre-early education by my late father. I would be a different person [if otherwise]. I would be someone who sees things vertically, not horizontally or [hybrid]. And perhaps, I would just apply the narrated historical facts in the history textbooks without cross referencing it through other resources. I admit, I am not religious. But, I understand that Islam has taught its believers to be moderate, grateful with gratitude, harmonious and peaceful to others too. Paradoxically, I may not be a role model for racial integration. But, I think, what I have gone throughout my 33 years of life has had taught me many things. When people are talking about racial integration, there is also issue of "cliques" within the malay and I wonder, whether such "cliques" exist in other races too. Again, it is not a "racist" issue. It's an attitudinal issue. Perception is sometimes, misguided and hence misled. I rarely see nowadays, a chinese, a malay and an indian sit together having their breakfirst or lunch or dinner. I had that but I do not have the chance like I used to during the schooling years and my pre-training years. I hate racial marginalisation. It's a parody.

From my personal livelihood and trails; I hope and always pray Malaysians would appreciate things like 52 years back (on racial integration). I submit.

To leave and to anticipate

2009-07-22T06:23:00.001+01:00

I ponder: after the next three (3) years, I will be back to Malaysia (Insya'Allah). But, before that, I have to put my three (3) years detailed PhD plan on paper. And I need to translate the plan into practicable progress. It requires some time to plan, write and review - probably, around two (2) weeks time. In the middle, I need to juggle with office handover notes and transition of key performance areas and key performance indicators. At the same time, finalising the next round of documentation compliance matters with MARA.

The heartfelt emotion lies on; to leave and to anticipate. I have to leave many things behind for an ultimate priority: education and lifelong learning. Leaving the office, family, friends, needs and other not-so-high priorities in Malaysia. Thus, to anticipate potential ups and downs, colourful to-be-experienced moments in London, the UK and the EU states (during my state of research) as a whole. Something that must be emotionally and physically grasped with confidence, calm, cautious and painstakingly selective. So, to leave Malaysia is not something that I am thinking of that heavily much. Rather, technology bridges every single of us - family, friends, colleagues, business contacts, professional contacts and social contacts. I wonder, how did the late YM Tunku Abdul Rahman gruelled and struggled in claiming for independence without the technology presence, and hence, took days and months to reach the UK for Malaysian independence. Whereas, to the contrary, now, it takes me only 13 hours by flight from KL International Airport to London, Heathrow, Terminal 3. I am truly grateful with the convenience, alas, sometimes, groaning and moaning seems to prevail.

I have to anticipate that within three(3) years time, anything can happen in Malaysia and in the UK, or in a larger scale; the world. That's the bigger picture. The smaller picture I am refining on is how much I could track my progress once I would have commenced my PhD research. So, at this juncture, I should not turn back. I think, it's a mixed feeling for every PhD candidate around the world that (this pursuit may be one of the toughest endeavours). A natural thingy, yet, with the strong morale booster and supports from everyone, I hope and pray that the translation of my PhD plan will bear an exemplary testimony to Malaysia and the world. Thank you MARA, thank you Malaysia, thank you family, thank you friends and all for the prayers and most importantly, Allah for the rezeki given.

West End

2009-07-21T16:02:00.005+01:00

You will not called as a "Londoner" if you fail to visit the West End or have not watched the play [at least, once, in a lifetime]. I aim to make it a monthly affair :)

Regent Street & Oxford Street

2009-07-21T15:39:00.008+01:00

These streets are unspeakable through expression. The people have done the walk and talk. The high streets outlets, boutiques, stores and blocks are predominantly charmed and trendy. Thanks to Londoners and shopaholics who have made it happen. Of course, one of my to-be-hit list: being in the queue on 26th december 2009 (Boxing Day!) :)

South Bank

2009-07-21T15:05:00.009+01:00

South Bank is one of the must-visit-places in London. Thanks to Alden who has brought me to this spot.

Ideally, it's a place to chill out with friends along the Thames Valley's pier. It's also the place you could witness sort of morning and evening activities; running, cycling and walking. The best, of course, is during summer. I had had the chance to stroll along the park. Grabbed a bite of apple and unwind myself whilst awaiting Alden from church on Sunday. South Bank is very much a strategic place - everything is just a walking distance - to the central zone. It's nearby Waterloo Station, 15 minutes to the Big Ben (approximately), 5 minutes walk to Strand Street, where one of the King's College building is located, and 20 minutes to Regent Street, Oxford Street, Camden area, Holborn and other main high streets in Central London.

These pictures were snapped during the bright sunny summer. I would say, the best summer that I have experienced in the UK. It would also be my one of my hit list and potential get away spots once settled down.

The Inns of Laws

2009-07-20T15:41:00.012+01:00

The Law Society. The Royal Courts of Justice. Lincoln's Inn. Gray's Inn. It's where the lawyers laid themselves :) Justice. Justice and Justice.

London's Universities

2009-07-20T15:03:00.014+01:00

These are amongst the few London Universities that I visited: Queen Mary, University of London, King's College London, University College London, London School of Economics and Political Sciences, School of African and Oriental Studies. Except for Imperial College (soon)These colleges are just within walking distance in the city. Vibrant. Prestigue. Pride. World Class. Dynamic. Lively. Busy. Happening.

After a long silence and gap

2009-07-20T13:57:00.005+01:00

I am truly and very sorry people.

It has been almost one (1) month and a half, I left this blog outdated. Many reasons.

Like yester years, June has been always the busi[est] month. Starting from Annual Report preparation, Statutory Meetings, Analyst Briefing and Annual General Meeting. Then, I travelled to London for a conference, potential house hunting with Alden, visited Queen Mary, School of Law at Lincoln's Inn Fields. When arrived from London, the day after, I received a letter from MARA to attend the compulsory course ("Kursus Kewarnegaraan Luar Negara") conducted by Biro Tata Negara under the Prime Minister's Department. Oh, before that, I passed my IELTS with a 7.5 band score. Well, though not satisfied, and having sat the test through "walk-in", I think, I should have attended the techniques of answering workshop and repeated practices - which I did not do. On my medical check up, I proudly claim to be HIV negative and Hepatitis negative. Looking into those lines, I have passed MARA conditional offer. Alhamdulillah.

Now, since coming back from the BTN course, I have been occupied with office matters and sorting out other supporting MARA documents submission. Now, awaiting the Agreements and Financial Affidavit to be signed before a witness and guarrantor. Once done, I will then proceed for Visa clearance, ticket booking and most importantly, accommodation. On accommodation, Alden has been very accommodative and strongly patient with me :) If things go smoothly, [we] and the other potential housemates will be staying within Zone 2, London. So, right now, we are hunting for the best deal. Practically, I have been in touch with some of my newly met friends from BTN. We are all sharing the same sentiment: accommodation in London. I may be hosting a get together for those who will be heading to London soon, perhaps before the fasting month or during the fasting month. Hopefully, there will be positive feedbacks in my inboxes.

Time flies without the jealousy.

I have so little time with friends and family. Technically, one (1) month and a half. There are more checklists to be done. I think, I should start eating the best Malaysian foods, watching the best local movies, hanging out with friends and many more. A friend of mine, through virtual chatting said that she could not believe I will be back to the UK, after two (2) years. It is. And this time, the journey is even more challenging.

Oh my, I have lost my melancholic writing skills! Maybe due to IELTS. Haha. Enjoy the scenic summer pictures (in this post and the next 3 posts) in London folks.

IELTS?

2009-06-05T10:50:00.003+01:00

The above picture is the first snapped picture at Oxford Street, London. It was a year back, and the first time, an enthusiastic foreigner [read as: Malaysian] stepped on London's soil for the first time - after thirty two (32) years.

Now, the same person is counting the days to smooth the pre-departure checklists. In terms of percentage; it maybe 25%. Many pending items. At this moment, I have been reading and practising the well-designed International English Language Testing System's questions and answers. It is divided into different segments: Speaking, Reading, Listening and Writing. These segments reminded me of my matriculation years in the International Islamic University Malaysia - where I was first introduced the 'right and appropriate' way of mastering English by different lecturers - who were educated from Britain [English-Speaking Nation] and the United States of America [Perhaps, a more 'innovative' English-Speaking Nation]. Sometimes, I struggled to see and differentiate the differences between the UK and the US spelling. Sometimes, I got mixed up with their expression and sometimes, I attempted to understand the differences of these two sentence structures, grammatical context, coherency and everything under the sun. Well, now, I am back to basic by revisiting and revising the IELTS component.

If one is to ask me sincerely, I am quite reluctant to sit for this test. But, if I adopt the latter, I may not be in London by this coming September. So, I pushed and forced myself to flip over the revision guide, the CD [thanks to Riki for the laptop] and at times, surfed "youtube" or any "british related videos" as a 'casual exercise' for listening. In the middle, I felt bored. And now, I am considering whether should I complete the whole exercises or just being selective. Whilst mulling, I recalled Alden's advise and explanations on IELTS. Also, reading the British Council Malaysia's IELTS Tips of the Day. I am not enrolling myself to the IELTS workshop as I personally opted for self-study and self-revision.

And now I am rethinking, whether sitting for IELTS [where the lifespan of the result slip is just two (2) years] is worthy? As in my case, I have been exempted by Queen Mary, CCLS, School of Law - but, I have no other option and choice due to the "Sponsor Policy". So, I 'must' comply, comply and comply.

Wish me the best for IELTS for this coming 11th and 13th June folks. Have a great weekend!

The angelic side of me said: Having reread this posting, I should take IELTS as an experience [and not moaning].

Counting

2009-05-24T14:59:00.004+01:00

I have been counting, counting and counting.

After accommodating my friends' visit from Jakarta to KL, last weekend, I am now contemplating to count; the number of days left in Malaysia.

Now, I have to fulfill certain checklists that my sponsor have outlined in their letter of offer. Many. I have marked and ticked - done - most of it except for these pending ones: the Biro Tata Negara (BTN) course and the International English Language Testing System (IELTS) test.

On IELTS, though I was exempted and waived by Queen Mary, University of London to take IELTS (due to my postgraduate qualification from the UK), I have no other option but to comply with the requirement. I think, it's good. With the RM550.oo paid fee to sitting the test, the result will be a long term investment for my potential internship or summer school affiliation in the US during my 2nd PhD year. Hopefully in the Berkmen Center for Internet & Society at Harvard University.

I will be sitting the test on 11th and 13th June 2009 respectively.

During my registration process at EDP Australia (one of IELTS authorised test centres, besides the British Council), I had bought the IELTS practice book - it was very much focussing on how to score IELTS and the techniques of answering. So, as I am counting the days, I have less than two (2) weeks to commence my self-study and revision for IELTS. My anticipation now is the BTN course - which I hope and pray that it may not conflict with the IELTS test schedules.

The next counting is my financial planning whilst I will be in London for the period of three (3) years. I have to admit that there are already consultancy and teaching arrangement awaiting me on the table. Next that I will ponder in the queue are: accommodation in London, Visa clearance and work handover. Appropriately, I have to finalise what comes first on priority note. As I flipped over the 2009 Calendar, realised that I will be spending at least another twelve (12) weekends with family, dearest friends and social network contacts. It's a mixed feeling. And by September, I will be opening a new chapter altogether of [Learning in London].

And I hope this counting does not persuade me to turn back, but to move on; to be what I want to be and to accomplish what I dream and wanting to accomplish this pursuit since childhood.

Counting and counting. Yet, cherishing every single quality time that I have now. Thanks Allah for the breathe and life.

Blessed and Grateful

2009-05-17T11:27:00.004+01:00

The reasons of my absence; were many.

I thought of writing it. But, I think, it's best to keep it aside due to my mood transition (from sad, traumatic to blessed and grateful).

It has been almost a month. Many things came after my award winning news (in the last post). It came with a robbery incident - which resulted to the lost of my: laptop, blackberry, handphone, wallet, cash, camera and perfume. I punished myself for that incident, contemplating that I should not [ever] accept any drink(s) - in this case, a mug of a coffee latte at Starbucks, Great Eastern Mall, Jalan Ampang. When I drank it, I was drugged and all of the belongings were gone. The dreadful incident took me almost two (2) weeks to recover. Thanks to family, friends and working colleagues for the comfort, support and words. Anyways, now, I am gradually recovering [almost to Okay].

I remember some of my friends' words: "if you lost something valuable, Allah will reward bigger things to you!" Unsprisingly, that turned to be a coincidence. I would like to announce that; I have been offered Majlis Amanah Rakyat (MARA) loan-scholarship (convertible) to pursue my PhD dream in Queen Mary, University of London this coming September. Alhamdulillah, I am blessed and grateful.

The result was made online:-

Nama:NORISWADI BIN HAJI ISMAIL
No. Kad Pengenalan:XXXXXX
Peringkat:PHD
Keputusan:BERJAYA

Nota :-
* Surat tawaran bersyarat akan dikeluarkan dalam masa terdekat.

*Walaubagaimanapun tawaran ini akan dibatalkan sekiranya :

*Saudara/saudari bukan warganegara dan bukan Melayu/Bumiputera.

*Jika nama saudara/saudari/ibu/bapa/penjaga termasuk dalam Senarai Hitam MARA, atau Tindakan Undang-Undang MARA

*Diperakui tidak sihat oleh Pegawai Perubatan Bertauliah atau mengidap penyakit-penyakit kritikal.

*Gagal memenuhi mana-mana syarat sebagaimana yang ditetapkan dalam Surat Tawaran Bersyarat MARA.

Alhamdulillah. I am blessed and grateful. Thanks everyone. The offer letter was received last Saturday and there are many required checklists that need to be done prior to departure. Counting the days and months; technically another four (4) solid months in Malaysia. I could not believe it. And, it will be a long three (3) years of Learning in London.

Thanks all for the congratulatory notes.

The journey

2009-04-17T00:32:00.015+01:00

The journey to attain an accolade as: "Malaysian Institute of Management (MIM) -Public Bank Young Manager Award 2008" is ain't easy. Thanks to MIM and Public Bank.

Alhamdulillah, yesterday, I was honoured to be the winner for this category. Until today, I am still in [astonishing, but not in denial] mode. Until, I have read Encik Khaeruddin's and Reena's blogs last evening and this morning.

Let me tell you how the journey started.

My superior, Encik Tajul Razi, had recommended my nomination for submission to the Malaysian Institute of Management last May 2008. MIM reviewed the applications through stringent standards and criterias. A few months then, I was called for the first round of briefing together with other shortlisted candidates, almost thirty (30) of them, from various industries. In the briefing, we were given two (2) different slots. First, taking the management profiling and competency test - Harrison Profiling and second, taking the management case study test - objective and subjective. The tests were developed by MIM itself.

The feeling after taking the first test was [sincerely hopeless], as I was unsure on how well I managed to convince the examiners of MIM. But, I think, there was no right and wrong answer when it comes to the management case studies' questions and answers. For that, I relied totally based on my pratical experiences, and of course, with some assumption analysis and logics.

Then, I almost forgot about it.

Until, one day, sometime in September/October, I received a fax from MIM, inviting me for the first stage of interview. When receiving the fax, I was hopeful that I need to do some self appraisal or in fact a 360 degree self appraisal of myself. Silently, I opened some of the historical and archived e-mails that my team members used to appraise me. I read it with focus. Then, I jotted down some half baked and failed projects that have had matured my leadership lessons and skills. That's the key and weapon that I might use later during the interview. Of course, with some additional readings of: Harvard Business Review, Financial Times, Management Magazines, biographies, The Edge and Peter Drucker's book.

During the interview, the panel of two esteemed consultants had asked me to share my achievements. I told them that, I have had already written those achievements in my application form but what I would love to share are my failures and mistakes in making bad decisions.

They raised their eye brows synchronisely.

I shared with them three (3) specific assignments that have made me stronger, and stronger until today. To the extent, it was the best management and leadership lessons that I have garnered. Without those, I would not be able to apprehend and seeing all issues from various angles and perspectives. The interviewes scribbled their notes, observed, listened and pondered. Frankly, the interview was quite relaxed and it ended almost thirty (30) minutes.

I almost forgot about the interview and I think, I had shared with them what I perceived and experienced. Then, I almost forgot about the next stage. What a dismay, I was shortlisted as finalist vide a fax, sometime on November. The second interview, which was the final interview took place within November itself.

The second interview's panel composed eminent profiles, leaders and inspiring people of six(6) on the panel. The interview was recorded. What came in my mind was like "The Apprentice" the Donald Trump show. Truthfully, the preparation in reaching the final interviewing stage was very much depending upon my; physical and emotional tagging. Plus, some professional reviews of my CVs, the works and assignments that I have done and most importantly, being myself.

Viva Voce (oral examination with factual evidence). That was my conclusion after the forty (40) minutes interview. One (1) of the panels challenged me to defend on how to draw the line between business, ethics and regulations. It was quite tough. One of them, asked about Management and Leadership questions and one of them asked about how the market reacted on incompetent Managers. I think, I could not share all of the questions here :) So, after the interview, I walked out and had a mixed feeling - on how I answered and the manner the answers were adequately addressed. Fingers crossed.

It was after four (4) months; 16 April 2009, the results were announced at the Grand Ballroom Renanisance Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. The award was conferred by YB Senator Datuk Maznah Mazlan, the Deputy Minister of Human Resource, witnessed by MIM Chairman, Tun Haji Mohammed Hanif Omar and the Public Bank Founder. Tan Sri Dato' Sri Teh Hong Piow. Thanks MIM. Thanks Public Bank. And to the hopeful and ambitious / potential winners of MOYA 2009, do apply within here.

I was little bit on a cloud nine; never thought that I have gone through this far. Indeed, the journey was colourful. Meeting new contacts, new inspirations, new ideas, new motivations, new experiences and distinctively; learning management and leadership in a more profound way.

Alhamdulillah, once again, I thank everyone, my mentors (Yg Bhg Dato' Mohd Hilmey, Tuan Haji Safiee, Encik Tajul Razi and Encik Khaeruddin Sudharmin) in making myself, as who I am today. This award is a special tribute to my late father, Ismail Shariff, who had had, during the difficult times, moulded, nurtured, taught and cared me with strong rigor, tenacity and discipline in life. Also, to mom and family. Emotionally, it would be great if my late father would have witnessed the conferment of the award. And, to my friends and Chevening friends, thanks for the relentless support within the hour of jollity and melancholy.

Oh ya, Reena, thanks to have witnessed the event as well :) and to all my friends and working team members who have texted me vide sms yesterday. This award is also for all of you too.

This award, moves me to move on and walk endlessly to the next road of my life.

Yes, it will. Insya'Allah.

Perplexed

2009-04-12T13:21:00.013+01:00

Last week, my working engagements in Jakarta have been paused, for a while, with meeting up new friends.

Actually, it was a coincidence, that they are Mas Didin's friends. And the network goes on. It's nice to have known them, where it's best to know and discover a foreign cosmopolitan city like Jakarta through the locals. They are: Mas Felix, Mas Taufik and Mas Rizal - all of whom are based in Jakarta but originated from different "Kabupaten" (district) in Java. My due thanks to Mas Didin of Jogja. I was perplexed with their warmth treatment. From the posted pictures, you may have realised the J Co Donut plastic bag [it's not earth friendly, but, J Co Donut has the best donuts on earth!]. I am addicted to it.

On other development, my working progress in Jakarta has been tremendously promising. As part and parcel of my must-to-do-working-list, I have laid down the necessary fundamentals, frameworks, internal controls and processes. During the Board Meeting (where I was the interim/acting Corporate Secretary), amongst others in the agenda is that: I was perplexed when my Superior has recommended me as a Director in our Subsidiary in Jakarta. Speechless. Confused and Questioned myself. It was, indeed, a mixed feelings. The appointment has landed the subject matter, as my "dream" that night.

When I arrived Kuala Lumpur, the first person that I contacted was Mr. Khaeruddin - soliciting his opinions and views from both sides of the coin. He gave strong support and accommodating statements. Nevertheless, I should be very much cautious, and in fact, taking this appointment as:a learning leadership and accountability instead of a title. As directorship carries liability. What more a directorship in a foreign based company in Jakarta, Indonesia.

I thank you my superior for having the continued trust all this while.

The second person I contacted was Miss Reena. She has been the unofficial eyes and ears in my career progression. When we had had our coffee before our cinema date (Fast & Furious), she shared many useful inputs from her Directors' experiences. I listened. I cautioned. And I took that by hard. Thanks Reena. Let us repeat that cinema date again yeah.

Personally, and until today, I am still pondering on this appointment. But, I should not be on the dreamland. I must perform, and endeavour to execute this new directorship responsibility with due care and diligent.

And I am no more perplexed now.

Wadi's Wish

2009-04-10T13:19:00.005+01:00

Malaysians have witnessed the new appointments of their cabinet of 2009.

It was a mixture of new and seasoned faces. As usual, when the new premiership comes, new policies, directions and refreshing "tagline" follow suit. Political Analysts and Journalists have had mixed reactions on the new cabinet, albeit, it's too early to decide and judge. As a Malaysian, I also do and have my wishlist to the present premier. In a non prioritise order, to the appointed Ministers, here are my wishes:-

1) Merit as the basis of everything. Despite of "race" factor. This, in return, will lead to a productive and co-existence output / delivery in all facet of issues. Whilst I have had acknowledge myself being a Malay, nevertheless, I think, there are also brainy Malays and moving forward ones who would love to see Merit being the basis of everything; works, politics, economics and nation building. In other words, Meritocracy speaks.

2) A Greener Malaysia. I don't like to see trees being chopped off. Within my municipality, I have always condemned [verbally] on Majlis Perbandaran Ampang Jaya's action on this. Their main reason: To avoid the crows from nestling and to reduce their "droppings" that would affect the road cleanliness. Alas, I am pleased to have known on a special Ministry that will be dealing on "green issues". And I hope, to awaiting [in anticipation] what programmes and policies that would be introduced and adopted for Malaysia.

3) Justice, Justice and Justice. I have personally praised what Pak Lah and Datuk Zaid Ibrahim have done on the ex-gratia payment to the ex-judges during the era of Tun Salleh Abas. Now, I would want to see more from the independence of the Judicial Commission. I hope, and wanting to see more justice reformation. Not only issues on human rights, but also other issues that affect Malaysians' lives, at large.

4) Prudent and Productive Economy. The first (1st) stimulus package needs effective monitoring. I, like other Malaysians, want to see more and how the present government would be able to addressing this mounting issue. Whilst there are challenges, I believe, Malaysians need to be well-informed [at micro details] instead of a flashing and generic statements that are meant for comforting and lip servicing. We need more details that are accessible vide websites and media.

5) Media independence. Globally and throughout developed nations' contours, new media are taking part extensively to reach readers, audience, target groups and focused groups on any issues. The new media complements the traditional media. I would love, and in fact, would want to see a freedom of expression through our conventional media. At times, educated Malaysians think, and perceive that, the TVs and newspapers do not provide balanced and fair report(s). So much so, it affects the perception to the present government. Freedom of expression within media independence should be reformed, and thus, be given a widespread attention. As a Malaysian, I wish to seeing the present government to make Indonesian's media independence as a model (especially within the context of their general election's campaign).

6) Road Signage. It's basic, but I think, it's dreadful if one would have experienced the way I had. Everytime, and whenever I head to Putrajaya, I was lost. Take a 2 turnarounds and being at crossroads were a norm. That was just one of the few examples. Signage instructions and accessibility must be improved. I know, this wish, is simple. But, it will ease many road users and tax payers like myself.

7) Tourism. As a frequent traveller. I have yet to see "great" things on Malaysian tourism that much. The "ZOOM" advertisement was so badly positioned and advertised [sorry to the previous Tourism Minister]. The branding message was unclear and it was a "half-baked" advertising artwork. I firstly saw that in Kuala Lumpur International Airport. Oh my. Tourism could be done in many forms. As a Malaysian, I have been soo proud to introducing my country through history, annecdotes of our rich culture, heritage and food. But, generally, some Malaysians are quite a weak "Brand Ambassador" for their country. So, to the new Minister, please do more than a ZOOM advertisement and getting Malaysia accessibly reached through up-to-date and historically archived information. For a lesson, perhaps, Singapore is the best case study.

8) Inter-faith understanding. Sometimes, I attempt to understand why inter-faith is regarded as a very sensitive issue in Malaysia. When I was in Jakarta and Jogjakarta, I was impressed with the inter-faith tolerance. At times, more liberal as compared to Malaysia (having Indonesia as the forth most populous nation in the world and the most populous Islamic nation in the world). I prayed Jumaat / Friday Prayers in Grand Mercure Hotel, Jogjakarta (who is owned by a Chinese Indonesian) and the Hotel provides church services every Sundays. After observing those practicality, I questioned myself: Why Malaysia is so sensitive about this? Moreover, some area in Jakarta, church and mosque is just within a cluster. Malaysia, please look at Indonesia, as a case study please.

Emmmm, 8 wishes are enough. It's my Wadi's Wish.

And now, to the Ministers, it's the time to perform and evidencing your commitment for nation building

Congratulations. It's a mandate.

Have a good weekend folks!

SPC Interview

2009-03-31T09:08:00.007+01:00

It's premature and perhaps, an undivided yardstick if I were to distinguish yet assess the interview setting and standard between the British Chevening Scholarships and Majlis Amanah Rakyat (MARA) Skim Pelajar Cemerlang (SPC) Loan. Each of the schemes, has different philosophies, aims, attributes and characters.

I think, I would love to share on what I had already experienced last week on the SPC interview (on 25th March 2009).

The call for interview letter stated I should come at 8.30 am.

So, thinking of that, I came earlier, at 8.00 am. When I walked through the podium, hopeful and brainy applicants were already at the waiting hall (ground floor). At 8.30 am sharp, we were directed to queue and register. Every applicants was given a different name tag that bears the group and on what floor that he/she would be heading to for the interview. I was given the tag that was marked as: Group 10, Tingkat 22. Unsure when would be the time is.

I waited patiently, initially alone.

I could see other applicants came with their husbands, wives, families and siblings. Some came as far as Sarawak, Johor, Penang, Malacca and Kelantan. Wednesday was the third (3rd) day of the interview. I was happy and grateful to seeing many hopeful and ambitious applicants that shared the similar pursuits as I am.

Without thinking what the interviewers asked, I started to break the ice with the other candidates. I was impressed with their maturity during my numbers of conversations with them. Most of the candidates that I talked with, were fresh graduates. Some, with excellent credentials and they leapfrogged directly to pursue PhD. Some, have been working in leading Governmental Linked Companies and aiming to do a different course as compared to their first and masters degrees. They were indeed versatile and smart.

I remembered one thing: A father (as I write, I totally forgot his name) and a son, sitting beside me. The father guided his son passionately on the documents, and the prayers plus advising him to review some important pointers prior to the interview. I was touched.

I also remembered another thing: A couple (both applied for the scheme, and together was called for interview on the same day) revised and exchanged notes together. When her husband was called for the interview, she kissed her husband's hands to gaining the redha and barakah (prayers and blessings). I was touched.

I also remembered something: A hopeful working mother, with three kids, aiming to pursue her PhD shared with me how seriously she wants to achieve her career dreams. I was touched.

These are amongst three circumstances that made my interviewing day - in giving or leading to a motivation and inspiration in life. It's complex and sophisticated to explain, but it touched one's sensitivity to being different if one is to witness the experience in real.

My name was called at 11.30 am.

The interview started at 12.15pm and ended at around 12.45m - exactly 30 minutes. When I entered the room, there were three ladies sitting opposite me. One of them greeted and offered a seat. I smiled and said thank you very much.

My PhD future was within the proposal brief.

The needs to explain my personal background was just within five (5) minutes. And most of the interview substance surrounded on my PhD proposal, the University, the Supervisor and the contributions to MARA and Malaysia. I was able to narrate the contexts, the relevance and the pragmatic rationales on each components. Although confidence has been the key, I had told myself of not being too over confident and it's best to make it 50:50 instead. When I walked out, I felt relief and shared the questions and answers session with the other candidates openly.

Whilst sharing, one of the panel came out and called me.

I was astonished.

She directly walked with me to a corner and said that I have not submitted my SPM certificate and my secondary school co-curriculum certificates. She said, that requires quite a very high mark and the same applies to my Masters Academic Transcript. I asked: when would be the best time to give to her? She said: You could fax it today, as soon as possible and make it attention to this named officer. I noded. Fingers crossed.

I faxed the whole documents (fifteen of them) the next day as I reattempted to fax it the same day but it was to no avail. I hoped that would not make my chance being abandoned.

And I am now praying the best for my PhD pursuit in Queen Mary, University of London.

Appreciation: Thanks to everyone on all of your text messages, e-mails and prayers during that day.

Missing Highlights

2009-03-18T09:13:00.005Z

Sorry people.

I was in "hibernating and busy mode" for the past three (3) weeks.

Contemplating of writing here but to no avail - as things kept myself occupying. Yet, rewarding. There are many missing highlights that I have had wished to write here, but, it's already a "history". But, there are some highlights that perhaps, worthy to share with:-

Kartini 3R and Hot FM DJ's wedding

My Chevening friends and I attended the wedding of Kartini at Perdana Felda Ballroom. The wedding was beautifully romantic and pleasant. It was the best time to seeing celebrities in person and how we think they look like, in real :) It was also the best time I got in touch with my Chevening friends on their latest development and whereabout.

Tajul's client solemnization of marriage in Carcosa Seri Negara

My intention to being there was clear. Besides admiring the splendid and majestic colonial architectural charm, and it's English high tea, I insisted Tajul to reserve a place for me. Yes, I insisted :) I witnessed the solemnization of marriage of quite a wealthy family. Bearing in mind that, not all people could host a function here and it's very much exclusive. But I am not amongst them - just a bystander though. The experience was an eye opener. Perhaps, I may want to host mine here too :)

Erik's visit to Kuala Lumpur & Malacca

My jogjakartan friend, Erik, paid a visit to Kuala Lumpur and Malacca for a mission. Mas Apip has generously sponsored his ranges of batik motives for the Maulidul Rasul celebration at Istana Budaya. The attire; six of it would be worn by local singers; Jamal Abdillah, Amy Search and M.Nasir. Thanks to Mas Afif. Tajul, Erik and Fifi. I had the opportunity to being the host for Erik's first time visit to Malacca. Tajul and I brought him to all of the historical charms and the "Masak Asam Pedas" eatery at Bukit Cina. He seemed and expressively loved Malacca so much and finally uttered: "Malaysia Truly Asia" :)

Work, work and work and appraisal

Typically, February, March and April are the most busiest months in my working calendar. Especially in a Public Listed Company's environment - where reporting and annual report should be formalised by June. Besides that, last week, I had had my appraisal with my superior. I was slightly nervous plus enthusiastic. Overall, I was happy to have learnt that my superior said this: "I am very happy on the transformational leadership and progress that you have done to your team". Oh my, I am elated. I am still awaiting this month's salary slip on my bonus :)

Yay! MARA called me for an interview!

Whilst driving to the office last Monday, someone from MARA called. I was thinking: "this must be something to do with the "Pinjaman Pelajaran MARA - Skim Pelajar Cemerlang" that I had applied last January. After listening to her explanation: I smiled. The interview session with MARA for PhD programme in Queen Mary, University of London will be on 25th March 2009, Wednesday. It's next week. When checking my itinerary, I would have already arrived in Jakarta (for work). Because of this important calling, directly booked the earliest AirAsia ticket on the 24th and the last flight on 25th - just for the interview. Thanks to Zack on your offering to use your credit card service :) Most importantly, thanks Allah for taking me to the interviewing stage, Alhamdulillah. To all, do pray the best for me yeah.

My next presentation

One of the mild reasons is also this . Check it out folks :)

Welcome home Zack!

My Glaswegian colleague. By the way he is Malaysian :) has come back for good (I think) for a while. Has fixed an appointment to meeting him by first (1st) week of April to catch up his latest plans and pursuits in life. Probably, he wants to get engaged first :)

Congratulations Dr. Nizam Lani!

Dr. Nizam Lani has been promoted to being a Senior Lecturer with a salary hike! It's worth it after working so hard days and nights and weekends. He deserves that package and recognition. He will be joining me to meet Zack and perhaps, to catch up with Aeni and Fairuz and Nique as well.

Oh my, those are all short snippets. The missing highlights without pictures :) Enjoy your remaining days folks!

Cheers
Noris

Book Review: Ketika Cinta Bertasbih (Continued)

2009-02-21T13:31:00.005Z

Sekeul kedua penulisan Habiburrahman El-Shirazy ini agak memeranjatkan aku. Kesemuanya berbeza dari segi penceritaan, perkembangan watak dan kematangan watak-watak tersebut. El-Shirazy membuat emosiku terganggu kadangkala apabila aku membaca sekuel yang kedua ini. Aku seolah-olah berdosa apabila membaca novel ini. Aku menyesal kerana tidak dapat menyumbang segala yang terbaik kepada emakku, adik-adikku, rakan-rakanku, rakan sepejabatku dan juga sesiapa yang penah mengenali diri aku. Agak emosianal. Tetapi, itu adalah hakikat yang dirasai.

El-Shirazy menulis melalui hati dan jiwa yang bersih. Beliau menulis dengan taqwa, tahmid dan uzlah. Kali ini, Azzam telah pulang ke negaranya, Indonesia. Berkampung di Solo dan juga sempat membuat perniagaan sampingan tanpa ragu. Azzam, walaupun tidak mempunyai pekerjaan tetap di dalam beberapa bulan, tetap membuat kerja sampingan seperti menghantar buku-buku rujukan Islamiah yang telah dipesan oleh sebilangan pemesan dari Indonesia. Beliau gigih untuk menghantarnya di kawasan Jawa Barat, Jawa Timur dan Jawa Tengah. Beliau dibantu oleh watak sampingan, yang bagi aku, dapat menilai bagaimana kuatnya Azzam untuk masih tidak mendiamkan diri untuk tidak menyusahkan ibunya dan demi kebahagiaan adik-adik nya yang lain.

Di dalam penghantaran buku-buku rujukan tersebut, Azzam tidak perasan yang beliau telah menghantar buku ke rumah Anna - di sebuah Pesantren milik Ayahnya. Itu adalah pertemuan yang tidak formal dan pada ketika itu Anna tiada di rumah. Di dalam plot yang seterusnya, El-Shirazy banyak berteka teki dengan aku, sebagai pembaca novel. Adik Azzam, Husna, telah dianugerahkan sebagai pemenang novelis terbaik dengan karyanya yang begitu sohor bagi kategori dewasa si seluruh Indonesia. Sebelum Azzam pulang ke kampungnya, beliau bermalam beberapa hari di Jakarta bersama adiknya, Husna, untuk menyaksikan penganugerahan tersebut. Aku terkejut dengan penceritaannya. Siapa sangka, Eliana adalah pengerusi majlis tersebut. Azzam tidak menyatakan kepada Eliana (walaupun mereka berdua balik bersama di dalam satu pesawat), bahawa beliau akan menghadiri majlis yang berprestij itu. Ketika Husna ke pentas untuk menerima anugerah tersebut, Husna memberi ucapan dengan bait-bait yang sungguh indah dan menyusuk jiwa - segalanya bertumpu kepada abangnya Azam. Apabila aku membaca ucapan tersebut, aku malu dengan diri aku sendiri kerana aku tidak sehebat dan sekuat Azzam. Eliana juga mempunyai perasaan yang sama seperti aku.

Itulah El-Shirazy, beliau membuat diriku berdosa dan tanpa diduga, dan terus terang aku nyatakan, ia telah mengubah perangai aku untuk lebih bermesra dengan ahli-ahli keluargaku dengan lebih rapat lagi. Azzam adalah sumber inspirasi bagi meraka yang selalu gagal dalam kehidupan.

Tetapi, kadangkala, apabila aku membaca penulisan El-Shirazy di pertengahannya, aku rasa sedikit bosan kerana perjalanan ceritanya adalah berkenaan dengan mencari jodoh tanpa putus asa. Seolah-olah Azzam adalah seorang yang agak "desparate" untuk berkahwin. Aku faham, di dalam usia Azzam, dia disunatkan kahwin. Azzam hampir bertemu lebih dari 3 orang cewek untuk ditunangkan atau untuk dirisik, tetapi kesemuanya gagal. Pada ketika itu, aku sudah agak, bahawa, penceritaan ini akan berakhir samada Azzam akan menikahi Anna atau Eliana. Aku rasa, lebih elok El-Shirazy menyiratkan itu semua di bab-bab akhir. Tapi, aku faham, ini hanya sekadar novel yang agak sukar untuk membuat penzahiran sekitanya perlu.

Air mataku mengalir apabila membaca plot berkenaan dengan pemergian Ibu Azzam yang terlibat di dalam kemalangan bersama Azzam semasa hujan lebat. Seumpama benar ceritanya. Aku mengesat air mataku berulang kali kerana aku rasa, cerita ini mempunyai roh perkataan yang menyusuk ke jiwa. Pada ketika itu, ayah Anna menolak tawaran untuk memberi tazkirah berkenaan dengan hidup sebagai suami isteri setelah menikah dan pada ketika itu Azzam hampir bernikah dengan seorang Doktor yang cantik. Punca penolakan ayah Anna adalah disebabkan keadaan emosional ayahnya yang tidak dapat menerima yang Anna sudah bercerai dengan Furqan. Jadi, ayah Anna mensyorkan Kiyai yang lain. Tetapi, ajal sudah di tangan tuhan pada ketika itu. Aku sedih bila dapat tahu ibu Azzam meninggal dunia.

Di antara bait-bait dan plot-plot sebelumnya, Azzam sudah menyebarkan perniagaannya di Surabaya, Bandung, di Jawa Tengah dan di sekitar Solo. Perniagaanya dinamakan Bakso Cinta. Satu perkembangan positif yang baik. Azzam telah memanfaatkan pengalaman menjual bakso di Mesir dan dilaksanakan di Indonesia. Memang beliau seoarang ahli perniagaan bakso yang dihormati, di samping memberi ceramah di Pesantren milik Ayah Anna. Kadang-kadang, El-Shirazy, mahu mengembangkan watak-watak yang lain, tetapi bagi pendapat aku, ia agak separuh jalan kerana aku tertanya-tanya apakah nasib dan pengakhiran cerita watak-watak yang lain. Eliana senyap sahaja dan aku tidak nampak reaksi Eliana apabila mendapat tahu Azzam akan berkahwin dengan Anna. Aku juga tidak dapat menyaksikan reaksi Ayah Anna dan ibunya apabila mendapat tahu Furqan tidak menghidap HIV positif tetapi telah ditipu oleh penyiasat di Mesir semasa sekuel yang pertama dahulu. Itu kesemuanya adalah tanda soalan.

Walaubagaimanapun, sekuel kedua ini memang lebih menghayat hati, membina jiwa dan mentarbiyahkan diri. Lagi sekali, empat bintang. Syabas El-Shirazy!

Book Review: Ketika Cinta Bertasbih

2009-02-18T00:33:00.009Z

I have finished reading these books: Ketika Cinta Bertasbih, Sequel 1 and Sequel 2.

By a special request of Hasmiron, sometime ago, I will, within my level best reviewing these great engaging life, love, soul, heart, and bittersweet plots in Bahasa Nusantara:

KETIKA CINTA BERTASBIH - SEKUEL 1

Pada permulaanya, aku tidak mahu membeli novel ini. Ini semua bermula semasa hendak menaiki keretapi ke Hadyai pada cuti panjang bulan Disember yang lepas. Acapkali aku ingin menghabiskan pembacaan Novel ini, ada sahaja perkara-perkara yang menghalang untuk aku meneruskan pembacaan, lantas, aku telah selesai membaca novel sekuel yang pertama ini selama satu bulan setengah. Ia, aku tahu, ia memakan masa yang panjang.

Dalam pengamatan aku, Habiburrahman El-Shirazy telah menggarap cerita ini dengan penuh puitis, syahdu, hemat dan berdasarkan pengalaman beliau semasa menuntut di Universiti yang tersohor di dunia pengajian Islam; Universiti Al Azhar. Bagi aku, watak-watak yang dipertengahkan oleh El-Shirazy memang unik dan pelbagai. Kadangkala, aku hampir "tersesat" untuk membezakan watak mana yang sering aku fokuskan. Di dalam ceritanya, Khairul Azzam, seorang mahasiswa Universiti Al-Azhar, mengambil masa selama sembilan tahun untuk menamatkan Ijazahnya. Tidak disebabkan oleh dia tidak pandai atau tidak fokus. Sebabnya sangat murni; iaitu menanggung segala perbelanjaan keluarganya di Solo. Lebih-lebih lagi, semenjak ayahnya sudah meninggal dunia. Azzam mempunyai tiga adik-beradik dan kesemuanya perempuan. Disebabkan oleh kepayahan, kesusahan dan cabaran yang ditempuhi oleh keluarga Azzam di Solo, Azzam membuat bisnes kecil-kecilan (menjual bakso dan menerima tempahan makanan-makanan asli indonesia yang lain). Fokus pengajian Azzam agak terjejas dan beliau digelar mahasiswa yang paling lama menamatkan ijazahnya. Tetapi, tiada orang tahu akan sebabnya. Sehingga di dalam penceritaan El-Shirazy ini, Azzam telah bertemu dengan mahasiswi dan cewek (perempuan) yang bagi pandangan Azzam, bisa dijadikan kawan dan mungkin isteri. Tetapi, disebabkan statusnya yang masih di tahun yang kesembilan, Azzam terus mengalah.

Di dalam Novel sekuel yang pertama ini, El-Shirazy telah memperihalkan kedudukan Universiti Al-Azhar dan jalan-jalan di sekitar Iskandariah dan kampus Al-Azhar dengan begitu mendalam. Apabila aku membacanya, seolah-olah,aku berada di dunia Al-Azhar. Malah aku kepingin untuk melawat bumi Anbiya' yang agung ini. Kadang-kadang, aku rasa El-Shirazy tidak usah menghuraikan kedudukan dan sejarah-sejarah sesuatu tempat dengan lebih terperinci kerana ini boleh membuatkan pembaca-pembaca lain untuk melangkah ke perenggan-perenggan yang lain semasa pembacaan mereka. Berbalik pada Azzam, di dalam sekuel pertama ini, Azzam sempat berkenalan dengan seorang cewek bernama Eliana. Seorang cewek yang moden, pintar, cantik dan lulusan dari HESS Perancis. Anak kepada seorang duta besar di Indonesia. Berminat dalam lakonan, sejarah dan penulisan kreatif. Eliana ini orangnya manis dan bersahaja. Disebabkan latarbelakang Eliana yang sedemikian, Azzam agak kekok dengan cara Eliana berkomunikasi dengannya. Dua dunia yang berbeza: Dunia Moden dan Dunia Islam. Ini menjadikan penceritaanya sangat unik dan menarik.

Eliana mengenali Azzam ketika beliau di Iskandariah dan disebabkan lawatan kawan ayahnya ke Iskandariah, dia telah berjumpa dengan Azzam untuk menempah bakso dan makanan-makanan asli tardisional Jawa yang lain. Bagi Azzam, itu adalah sumber rezeki. Eliana juga telah menempah bakso untuk tujuan majlis besar-besaran. Azzam mengambil tempahannya dengan berani. Bagi fikiran Azzam, kesemuanya adalah untuk beliau mengumpul wang dan berikannya kepada emak dan adik-beradiknya di Solo. Insya'Allah, kalau ada rezeki lebih, bagi Azzam, untuk beliau membeli tiket pulang setelah selesai pengajiannya.

Di antara penceritaan Azzam dan Eliana, ada watak bernama Furqan. Seorang yang bijak dan kaya. Berasal dari kota Jakarta. Semua mahasiswa memang kenal dengan beliau. Furqan beza dari Azzam dari segi kemampuan. Apa yang Furqan hendak, semuanya dia dapat. Furqan adalah juga kawan kepada Azzam dan juga kawan-kawan yang lain. Aku tidak mahu meletakan nama-nama mereka di sini kerana ia adalah watak sampingan. Azzam dan Furqan mempunyai hasrat yang sama. Mereka berdua minat dengan seorang cewek Mahasiswi Indonesia yang bernama Anna Althafunnisa, atau lebih mesra dengan panggilan: Anna. Beliau memang cantik, memakai jilbab, fasih berbahasa arab dan inggeris dan memang secantik Puteri. Dalam penceritaan di antara Azzam, Furqan dan Anna, El-Shirazy telah menyelitkan hadith-hadith nabi dan juga falsafah-falsafah kesusateraan yang sangat tinggi nilainya. Sekiranya seseorang pembaca itu bersikap sensitif dan hatinya lembut dari sutera, secara tidak langsung, dan tidak disedari, air mata melinang di pipi.

Di dalam sekuel satu ini, Furqan ditimpa fitnah dan maslahah. Beliau dijangka dijangkiti HIV dan keputusan ujian darahnya juga mengesahkan beliau dijangkit HIV. Hasratnya untuk mendekati Anna mungkin tidak kesampaian walaupun beliau lulus cemerlang di dalam thesisnya di peringkat Master. Cuma, Furqan masih percaya bahawa hasratnya untuk mendekati Anna boleh dicapai dengan cara lain. Furqan, di dalam cerita ini, banyak menangis, mengadu dan berbual dengan dirinya sendiri. Berbeza dengan watak Azzam, yang banyak menunjukkan sifat peribadi seorang pria yang soleh, berani, dihormati kawan dan kadangkala menjadi bahan bualan masyarakat mahasiswa dan mahasiswi Indonesia dan Malaysia.

Di antara Eliana, yang selalu membuat Azzam tercabar, dengan Anna yang Azzam minati secara rahsia dan Furqan, kawan baiknya, segala pengorbanan dan penceritaan oleh El-Shirazy telah bertumpu kepada satu klise' (cliche'). Cinta, tunang dan nikah. Seolah-olah itu adalah perkara yang mesti dilakukan dan wajib dilakukan oleh mahasiswa dan mahasiswi. Kadang-kadang, ia memberi persepsi yang agak goyah dari segi perbedaan budaya islam, budaya masyarakat dan budaya barat.

Garapan El-Shirazy di dalam sekuel pertama ini begitu harmoni. Tetapi, lebih elok sekiranya El-Shirazy dapat mengembangkan watak-watak lain daripada mematikan watak-watak tersebut di dalam sesuatu bab cerita. Ini adalah kerana watak-watak tersebut mempunyai banyak potensi untuk pergi lebih jauh dan mungkin, seangkatan dengan watak Azzam, Eliana, Furqan dan Anna. Di dalam sekuel satu ini juga, El-Shirazy telah menulis dalam kadar yang sedikit berkenaan dengan watak-watak dari Malaysia. Aku berpendapat, ia lebih indah sekiranya menyelitkan seorang watak dari Malaysia di dalam penceritaan Azzam, Eliana, Furqan dan Anna.

Keseluruhannya, sekuel satu novel ini diberi taraf empat bintang. Aku syorkan sesiapa untuk membacanya. Tetapi, dengan penuh penghayatan dan tanpa sebarang gangguan. Ulasan untuk sekuel kedua akan bersambung nanti.

Visiting Anep

2009-02-16T23:45:00.009Z

In Seremban 2

It was in Jakarta that I had confirmed to visit Anep with Zack.

Anep was hospitalised couple of weeks due to dengue fever. He has now recovered, though looks a little bit fatigue. Three of us (Ijan, Zack and I) paid a visit at Anep's place in Seremban 2. It's quite a calm and tranquil living place. One of the attractions, or perhaps, the most distinguished attraction is the mini zoo concept of Anep's. We were fascinated with the many animals such as; hybrid chicken, rabbit, peacock, macau, cats, (and there was a bear once and a deer too!) and many more. Of all, we were attracted with the macau. It looks adorable and would attempt to bite strangers. But within thirty (30) minutes, they are quite tamed.

Anep did the story telling on how he suffered dengue and how the doctors detected it quite late. Since dengue is a common repeated cause of fever in Malaysia, and most tropical countries, I think the campaign to battle against it must be more aggressive. Sometimes, Doctors should be able to exercise its professional and wise informed consent to detect this fever at such an early stage.

Anep looks thin and he, in my opinion, needs more rest.

On the way to Anep's place, Zack and I shared many things about the recession bloom that is hitting our workplace - mostly on resource optimization and demotivating morale. Zack is preparing a back up plan for such possible occurrence. His plan is; teaching. I fully support that - and indeed, a noble profession besides attempting his way to sit for the PTD entrance examination. I shared with him my experience back in 2002 - where I had reached the final stage - interviewing stage, but failed to secure a place and ironically, there was no correspondence or a letter from JPA indicating my failure. Well, perhaps, at that point of time, that was how the systems worked. Hopefully, it should have been improved and expedited by now. Anyway, it's good to try for that examination though. Whatever back up plan that Zack insists, I wish him well and the best for the pursuits.

We also talked some and bit of peaces of untold stories and unreachable stories during my absence with some of our friends. Missed quite many occasion; such as many missing get together and other social gatherings. Whilst talking, Ijan took the opportunity for an interval nap.

Thanks Zack and Ijan for the company last Sunday.

Serumpun tetapi Berbeda

2009-02-09T10:44:00.005Z

Hari ini sudah masuk 10 Februari 2009.

Begitu cepat masa berlalu. Tempat-tempat yang telah kukunjungi juga sudah banyak perbezaannya. Begitu cepat manusia mengubah dan mengorak langkah untuk mencapai sesuatu yang produktif, yang berlainan dan yang selesa. Tetapi, kadang-kadang, kita terasa akan kelainannya: ia tidak bersifat asli. Hilang keasliannya. Ia hipokrit dan kurang identiti. Itu semua garapan modenisasi.

Aku sibuk dengan kerja. Sibuk dengan usaha-usaha aku untuk mendapatkan pinjaman pelajaran ke London dan sibuk dengan pelbagai perkara. Aku baru pulang dari Kota Jakarta dan Jogjakarta (seminggu berada di sana). 80% dari masa aku diluangkan dengan urusan-urusan rasmi syarikat dan selebihnya; urusan sampingan seperti berjumpa dengan kenalan-kenalan. Banyak perkara yang telah dibincangkan. Acapkali ke Jawa, mesti ada perkara-perkara baru yang telah kutemui. Memanglah banyak orang kata; masyarakat Jawa memang kaya dengan pelbagai perkara yang unik. Aku sengaja tidak mahu huraikannya di sini. Tetapi, apa yang aku maksudkan ialah majoriti dari pengalaman-pengalaman aku di Jawa telah, secara tidak langsung, memberi impak dari segi pembentukan syakhsiah dan pemikiran aku.

Memang Indonesia dan Malaysia serumpun.

Tetapi, aku lihat banyak potensi-potensi bertaraf global masyarakat Indonesia perlu sedari. Itu adalah kenyataan umum aku. Tetapi, bila aku melalui pengalaman peribadi aku dari segi; urusan rasmi dan tidak rasmi, aku dapat membuat kesimpulan kasar bahawa kadang-kadang masyarakat Malaysia ini terlalu gah dengan statusnya sebagai negara yang berdaya maju - hebat dari segi infrastrukturnya, hebat dari segi pemasarannya dan hebat dari segi sistem-sistem yang telah ditinggalkan oleh penjajah-penjajah dahulu. Tetapi, kadang-kadang, masyarakat Malaysia ini, bila ditelan kemodenan, hilang dari segi budi pekerti dan ketulusan.

Apa yang aku ini maksudkan di sini ialah; dari segi pelayanan pelanggan, aku boleh letakkan layanan pelanggan di Indonesia lebih baik. Dari segi kepelbagaian makanan asli / tradisional. Indonesia adalah pilihanku. Dari segi membeli-belah - Indonesia, sekali lagi cemerlang. Apatah lagi dari segi hiburan - Indonesia. Yalah, masyarakat Malaysia boleh mengatakan bahawa penduduk Indonesia sekarang banyak: dibandingkan dengan Malaysia; Indonesia - dari segi populasinya ialah hampir 300 Juta. Malaysia pula, lebih kurang 25 juta.

Pernah aku berborak (mengobrol) bersama rakan urusan rasmi aku di Jakarta berkenaan dengan polisi Kerajaan Malaysia menetapkan nisbah 90:10 bagi kemasukan lagu-lagu dari Indonesia. Mereka kata (bilang), ["itu ngak kompetetif ya Mas Wadi, pokoknya, kita serumpun, kenapa Pemerintah Malaysia sebegitu ya Mas?"] Aku tiada jawapan. Tetapi, di dalam benakku: Karena Pemerintah Malaysia ini pelik dan kepalanya pusing-pusing.

Semasa seminggu berada di Jawa, terdapat banyak peristiwa-peristiwa penting berlaku. Antaranya, perlantikan Karen Agustiawan (aku harap ejaannya betul) dilantik sebagai Presiden / CEO PERTAMINA. Wanita pertama di Indonesia yang dilantik menjawat jawatan tertinggi di dalam Syarikat Minyak milik Kerajaan Indonesia. Yang kedua, pemergian salah seorang ahli politik di Sumatera Utara apabila masyarakat dan ahli-ahli politik pembangkang dan reformasi menolak cadangan berkenaan dengan pembentukan wilayah baru di Sumatera Utara. Yang ketiga, banjir di sekitar jalan-jalan di Jakarta dan yang terakhir, bakal lawatan Hillary Clinton ke Jakarta dalam masa dua (2) minggu ini.

Aku selesa berada di Jakarta sebenarnya.

Jadi, anggapan aku berkenaan dengan kota Jakarta sebagai kota yang kotor, tercemar dan tidak terurus itu langsung tidak boleh diterima pakai. Bercakap berkenaan dengan sistem pengangkutan, aku selalu berpandukan kepada perkhidmatan Teksi Blue Bird. Tidak kepada bas (bis). Di dalam masa tiga (3) hingga lima (5) tahun akan datang, kota Jakarta akan menyaksikan kehadiran LRT/MRT. Sekarang, masih di peringkat perancangan. Aku harap ia adalah satu realiti - setelah perancangan projek itu terpaksa ditangguh terdahulu disebabkan pembabitan politik dan korupsi di pelbagai peringkat.

Semasa seminggu di Jakarta dan Jogjakarta, ada satu perkataan yang sinonim oleh rakan-rakan aku di sana: korupsi. Ini adalah satu perkara yang masih diamalkan. Kasihan Indonesia. Banyak potensi, tetapi korupsi dan nepotisme adalah virus yang mesti dihapuskan.

Sekarang, bila sudah pulang ke Malaysia, aku geleng kepala: membaca berkenaan dengan status politik di Perak. Apa nak jadi dengan Malaysia ini. Ekonomi kita lembab. Pemenang-pemenang Pilihanraya Umum yang lalu, apa yang anda buat sekarang?

Leaving

2009-01-18T16:14:00.003Z

Day by day, as I heard, one by one is leaving.

They resigned and they moved on for their betterment. Two (2) of my colleagues, Nizam and Zafi will be leaving to the UK for their PhD. I have known them virtually - through blogging. I have met Nizam through official matter but I have not met Zafi - though his sister knows me when I was in the IIU Matriculation Centre. Both Nizam and Zafi have inspired me. They have modelled themselves for not giving up and having the strong dedication, determination and dare to pursue their PhD dreams in the UK. They have made me to revisit my PhD pursuit in Queen Mary, University of London; Ya Allah, do bless my prayers, please...

Some of my friends have aggressively updated their CVs - as they have the doubt that their employers will issue a pay cut directive and the-much-anticipated trend now: mandatory separation scheme. They are just worrying about their future. I hope something extraordinary shall pop out to them and to others who are in the same boat.

To my leaving friends: Congratulations for your deserving endeavours! May Allah bless you always!

After Two (2) Weeks

2009-01-17T11:50:00.005Z

It's already the middle week of January.

It lapsed so fast. And it will end soon, by the next two (2) weeks.

Yesterday (Friday, 16 January 2009) was my late father's birthday. Alfatihah.

There were many interesting developments that have taken place since the last writing. Besides office and friendship matters, I am very much pleased to share that my deferred PhD offer in Queen Mary, University of London has been approved. Which means, by any chance, and if I secure any scholarships or funding this year; I hope to be able to being in London by September 2009. I think, with the current state of Malaysian economy, bleaky and unpredictable happenings, I have to start with something that could be said as: moving forward- which is, learning. I have to firmly decide if I would have secured the scholarship. Meaning that, my status as a PhD candidate in the Faculty of Law, University of Malaya has to be dropped. Otherwise, I will move on.

Today, I read passionately some of the interesting articles in BizWeek, The Star. Top ten (10) questions that were posed to my idol: Datuk Seri Jamaludin Ibrahim and a personal write up by YM Tengku Zafrul, the ex-CEO of Money Tune. Much of their thoughts, failures and achievements are inspiring. They aspire to move on - no matter what have happened or had happened in their life; especially, in their failures of business decision and in making decisions.

I am inspired.

A few minutes after reading their articles, I ponder many things. One of it: to complete my MARA scholarship application, to design a strategic module for a newly established university that requires my views and thoughts in Intellectual Property Management for their Masters course - [for the time being, I am not sharing anything yet, until a formal letter of appointment and the specific terms of reference would have been finalised for me] and next, to finish some of my important readings. Oh there's another one: to submit my CV for [guess]

Whilst doing all of those brainstorming and editing, suddenly, my memory tuned into this:

It was on Tuesday, Encik Khaeruddin and myself had met our most senior Director. Our mission was to convince him on something very much important on corporate governance. Since Encik Khaeruddin gave the opportunity to me to do the talking and explanation. I directly Okayed and explained the whole thing. The matter went well, as opposed what I personally had expected. The talking was just merely ten (10) minutes, but the meeting lasted for almost two (2) hours. The Director talked fondly on his corporate experiences and all of the things that I could not experience; during the pre-war and post-war era. I was so attentive and naturally offered myself to write those experiences into a book. It's rare. It will give the younger generation like me and others to be very much gratittude in life. This unofficial newly assigned task was given to me. I hope, it is not a compulsion to myself and the Director. I will need to sit with this Director (once per week) and recapitulate his life experience and thoughts, and thus translate the bits of anecdotes into writing.

It was unplanned and naturally, the offer to write for him was also unthinkable at the first instance. I looked Encik Khaeruddin and he looked at me. We exchanged a meaningful smile.

The task is getting more challenging. I am pretty or slightly unsure whether writing a Memoir or a Biliography for him (the Director) will be a reality. As for now, I have to plan and to robe in Encik Khaeruddin as well. Thinking: Encik Khaeruddin, in my opinion, is also owing someone [a very influential public figure] on his memoir as well. Perhaps, once he would have retired (wink).

Offer: anyone who wishes to be my proof reader, later on? Is / are very much welcomed! :) Recognition and mentions will follow suit.

Have a good weekend folks!

Short stint

2009-01-08T00:46:00.006Z

It's good to seeing them.

They are back for a while; for a short stint leave - Teera and Aidil. But, Teera will be leaving to the UK this Sunday, after her five (5) weeks leave in Malaysia. Aidil has another one (1) month to cherish with his family, relatives and friends. I have also been introduced to Shaz, a lovely and charming friend of Teera, who is now a Pharmacist cum Lecturer in a renowned local institution.

Our conversation was all about UK, UK and UK. Oh yes, about what they plan to do and seeing things from a larger scale. It's good to seeing them happy, especially when they are in Malaysia.

Aidil (who hails from Muar, Johor) admitted and confessed: even if the UK has everything to offer, but his heart is still with Malaysia. So, his next aim is to search for a job somewhere in Manchester or London, save some monies for couple of years and go back to Malaysia for good. His ambitious plans also include to buying a house and a car by cash and settle down in Malacca. Of course, getting married as well. Aidil is now utilising the Tier One (1) programme (previously known as the Fresh Talent Scheme in Scotland). He has been aggressively writing resumes and starting to job hunting since a month back after completing his Masters (Msc in Engineering).

Teera, on the other hand, has another half mile to accomplish her PhD research. Realised that Teera's time in Malaysia is very much occupied with spending time with family, relatives and closest friends. 5 weeks is not enough. It's true; as I see it. Her parents (from Kuching) will be accompanying her to the airport this Sunday. She really misses Malaysia so much, but she has her obligations in the UK. I wish her the best and my endless prayers are and will be for you, Insya' Allah.

Whilst Shaz, the charming friend of Teera is my new contact list. I have plans to meeting her again, of course, with her fiance. Shaz studied Masters of Science in Pharmacy in the University of Strathclyde, Glasgow as well, but she arrived a year later when I came back for good in 2007. Thanks for the new friendship.

Though a short stint of time spent, but it was pleasantly felt by all of us.